short term depression from lonliness

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So for the past day i have been sick with a cold and sore throat. Tonight i still have the sore throat and cant sleep. My dad doesnt really give a shit, my sister couldnt care less about anything going on in the family and my mum is pissed of because of everything i do. or really dont do. I have problems with remembering things, not helped by being sick, and she gets so angry at me for every little thing i do. She gets angry because i dont do anything on the weekends but theres not like i can do much when i have a bitch sister, a dad who doesnt give a shit and a mum who is constantly yelling at me for not doing anything even though none of my friends want to go hang out or come over or do anything like that. I just feel so alone and I wish that I had a family or at least a mum who would care for me and not get so angry even when i do mess up. every weekend shes always coming home from work or waking up in the morning and finding something to be angry about. wether its because i didnt do the dishes or because the fricken heater isnt on when she gets home. I just want to be back when i was younger and we all did stuff together and we had fun and talked to each other. I still talk to my mum but it always ends up on her asking me if a did something and me having forgotten and her saying "gee thanks harry" she just doesnt seem happy with our family and she always said that she wanted a smart athletic boy and im not athletic only smart. She just doesnt seem to want to be a part of our family. Shes probobly wanting to live in a nice, clean house with a fit athletic child who is popular and wants to study all the time and not forget things.


Sorry for the wall of text I just need some advice on my situation.

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My situation is similar... my little brother gets on my nerves a lot... both of my parents (but especialy my mom) are always complaining about how I never have any friends to go hang out with or come over to our house.... the only thing is I dont and the only problem is that they want this popular athletic son but i'm not popular and the only athletic thing I can do is run which I hate (long distance really fast).... I guess i have kind of fallen into this depression here lately which is so weird for me because I use to be this kid who was always happy and liked everyone.... but now it's just like i cant wait to graudate and get away from this place where I can find people that are like me.
Another thing is (sorry to rant) i had four really good friends last year but two went back to there own country and the other two went off to college.... we talk when we can... but I miss the friendship... it's just not the same.
Anyways once again I'm sorry to rant but your not alone.... and I'm sure if we just give it time all will be better!