Killing People

[deadpie]

There is a person in particular I saw today. I have a very, very, deep anger for him and it ruined my fucking scott pilgrim movie day with friends. This guy, is someone I've planned out to kill before. I've wanted to do it so bad that I spend nights crying about it just hoping he dies before I would hurt him.

I can't control my anger. It's been building up my whole life and I feel like I have to set it out somehow. I want to just hit him with an axe and start eating him, burn his body, watch it decay.

I'm sure none of you will take this seriously or give a shit sense I'm Tim the glorious asshole you all hate. But I'm throwing this out because I really don't want to end up going to an institution for hurting someone.

So, what happens now?

[Sith Lord 13]

Tim, I honestly don't know what to say. I take what you're saying seriously, and I understand what it's like to feel that kind of mind-numbing rage. As for the solution, I am honestly unsure. Perhaps dissecting his personality, figuring out what you don't like about him, and why it is that you feel that way may help.

[deadpie]

Tim, I honestly don't know what to say. I take what you're saying seriously, and I understand what it's like to feel that kind of mind-numbing rage. As for the solution, I am honestly unsure. Perhaps dissecting his personality, figuring out what you don't like about him, and why it is that you feel that way may help.

Simple. I told him all about my life. I trusted him. Then one day, he walked away and decided to never look at me ever again. Although he would always show up randomly at places for some reason.

[Sith Lord 13]

Why did he walk away?

[deadpie]

Why did he walk away?

Good question.

[Sith Lord 13]

Good question.

Have you tried asking him?

[Obscene Eyedeas]

Tim you know what happens now. forget him he walked away not you. his problem. you can prove him wrong you can be so much more then him if you just don't give in. he's not worth your time tim remember that. stand up, turn away, walk on and Fuck him you're stronger and better then this. :hug:

[trn19]

Well, the answer to your "problem" is quite simple, DON'T kill him. We human beings have something called free will, you know. And about anger, there are many, many ways of releasing it that don't involve hurting anyone.

[Bawnji]

These are your emotions in actions, you should control how far your emotions go. You shouldn't place much significance on one person.

[DarkHorses]

It's pointless to remain so angry over something that happened in the past, and it's only a waste of energy. I've had 'friends' do to this to me more than once, and I've learned that the best thing you can do is move on. Obviously the friendship wasn't meant to be, and if he's not going to think about you you shouldn't think about him either. He's lower than you, and you deserve better than him. To hurt him would be letting him get the best of you. He doesn't even deserve a glance from you. The best thing you can do is move on.

[ShatteredWings]

Write it out. Write out exactly what you want to do to him.
In detail. Carefully, don't miss a point in the death or cleanup/disposal of body.

It's therapeutic.

Next suggestion, voodoo doll. It doesn't have to have to have his hair or whatever on it, just be in some form of likeness [you can get blank white dolls at most craft stores for under $10, a pack of multi-color sharpies for $8 at walmart, clothes=rags] and kill it.
Again, drawn out seems to be the best.
You can even put it back together to kill again if you want to [staples work if you can't sew]

Murder is bad, the thoughts themselves - supposedly - aren't.

[OnceMoreWithFeeling]

I know how you feel, I have wanted to do the same thing to someone also. But unforently I live with him. I just wrote him a letter but did not send it and punched a wall a few times. Mabey that will work for you also I hope you find a way to get through this.

[minko401]

yeah, you need a place to vent. writings good, or a form of physical exertion such as a punching bag or chopping wood will help. hope it works out.