IM SO MAD RIGHT NOW

[silentfantasy]

so i just thought i would inform everyone on how much i hate this freakin life and how im tired of being here

I HATE MY HOME
I HATE MY SCHOOL
I HATE PEOPLE
I HATE MY LIFE

goodnight

[<-Dying_to_Live->]

care to elaborate silent fantasy?

[silentfantasy]

my teacher bugs the hell out of me because she thinks im depressed

my mother is an alcoholic and is just mean to me and shes always bringing guys home

i am ignored

i cant sleep

i keep remembering shit that happened years ago

must i go on??
im just pissed off

[Anonymous]

seems like you are a bit depressed

[Waiting]

seems like shes got good reason to 'bug the hell outa you'

[silentfantasy]

its none of her business

and i was just really weird last night--so please dont mind that--im not depressed

[-Silence]

It may not be her business, but she is concerned..maybe even worried. You think you could just ask her, "would you leave me alone with this depression shit", of course don't say that, but maybe something?

I can relate with the teacher thing, mine also used to ask alot of personal things that I didn't want to share.

i am ignored
Who's ignoring you? It seems like this teacher is trying to help, trying to reach out..but it's obviously not working.

i cant sleep
Is there a reason why you can't?

[silentfantasy]

im ignored by my classmates...because im different

and i dont know why i cant sleep i just cant

and i cant tell my teacher that lol

[<-Dying_to_Live->]

if you dont tell your teacher that then you arent very smart. shes trying to help, just let her

[-Silence]

One of my teachers used to question me every morning, "How are you today?" sometimes, "You look down, what's depressing you?" I got tired of it, and I kinda yelled at her. :oops: I told her that it was none of her damn business what I was feeling, what I thought, what was going on at my home, none of it, I told her, that I come to her class daily, I do her work, but don't you dare try to get into my head. That's not meant for anyone else but me.

She stopped asking me questions.

I am NOT telling you to yell at your teacher, but do you think you could just say that it bugs you that she asks you these questions? That is, if you actually want her to leave you alone. If you do want the help, I suggest you talk to her becasue it seems like she truely cares, and there's not many teachers out there that do.

About sleeping--is there certain thoughts that keep you awake? Memories? Do you just have trouble falling asleep? Or staying asleep?

It bothers you that you are ignored because you don't fit into the "norm"? That's giving the entire school population control of your mood, your 'letting' them upset you, don't give them that power. Be happy that your different, the "different" ones are usually the most unique and interesting ones. :)

Sorry if that was confusing.

[Anonymous]

I know how you feel. My mum is the exact same except she does drugs to. Also, I am ridiculed a lot. Just try to suck it up. It doesn't help, but you can vent through your friends. We all go through bad points in life, you're in one. It may seem like yur going further and further into it, but it's only dark in there, and the bottom is really close...and theres a trampoline on the bottom.

[Anonymous]

lemme cheer you up with somehting funny! http://www.ebaumsworld.com/residentbeavis.shtml

[Waiting]

pop stop spamming in places you shouldnt be,
you cant cure depression with ebaumsworld however funny that site may be
just cuz it might make someone laugh doesnt mean they arnt depressed anymore

look, go read up on depression, and then come back wth helpfull advise...

i hant ever realy recieved this, apart from on eteacher occasionally, i didnt mind seeing she was the only person in the world to spot and ask me whats up..
but if it is getting you, i would either talk to her, or if you have trouble with speaking then write her a little note and slip it in her desk drawer when shes not in the room or shes not looking

xx

[silentfantasy]

if you dont tell your teacher that then you arent very smart. shes trying to help, just let her

ok d00d, first of all: dont ever say that im not smart

call me fat
call me ugly
call me a bitch
call me anything

i appreciate the help, i think its mostly due to the stupid shit that happens to me its no big deal

thanks

[Erick]

Just do the lime-lima diet and you will be fine! You will be skinny just in a week!! Yay you, being skinny is the best way of overpassing anything!!!