GoodnightInsomnia
August 19th, 2010, 02:53 PM
Okay so I've had boyfriends before lots actually but about a year ago I started to find women attractive I know it's probably disgusting to alot of people and I found it disgusting at first that I was even considering it but yeah after about 3 months I met a girl who was bisexual and I told her what I was feeling and she said she could help me to see if I was actually bisexual/lesibian or not and in helping we kissed and stuff and in the end I ended up dating her for about 3 months so yeah I defiantly know I'm bisexual because I enjoyed her company and I always enjoyed spending time with her, I loved her. I like boys just as much though so that's how I know I'm bisexual so I know I'm not just sexually curious.
Recently I've been feeling down as I have just come out of a relationship with a boy I really loved, I haven't "come out of the closet" yet as some people call it but I thought he deserved to know and I told him and when I did he was disgusted and called me a dirty bi who needed to go and die. I went to my best friend who isn't bisexual but is gay to talk to him because I felt he could give me moral support and he did but he didn't know how to get me to tell people he suggested I just say it out loud to everyone but I'm so scared people will brand me at school and that my friends won't want anything to do with me anymore.
I really need opinions on what to do, should I tell my mum? cause we're really close but I'm scared she'll be ashamed to have a daughter who is bisexual and what should I do about telling my friends? I don't want to lose them just because they think I'll fancy them when I don't, I think of them all as sister's and nothing more.
Hope someone can help me thanks.:what:
Recently I've been feeling down as I have just come out of a relationship with a boy I really loved, I haven't "come out of the closet" yet as some people call it but I thought he deserved to know and I told him and when I did he was disgusted and called me a dirty bi who needed to go and die. I went to my best friend who isn't bisexual but is gay to talk to him because I felt he could give me moral support and he did but he didn't know how to get me to tell people he suggested I just say it out loud to everyone but I'm so scared people will brand me at school and that my friends won't want anything to do with me anymore.
I really need opinions on what to do, should I tell my mum? cause we're really close but I'm scared she'll be ashamed to have a daughter who is bisexual and what should I do about telling my friends? I don't want to lose them just because they think I'll fancy them when I don't, I think of them all as sister's and nothing more.
Hope someone can help me thanks.:what: