why breath anymore.

[Fiending_the_freedom]

Ugh.
i'm so dissipointed in myself.
so i was getting better.
stop cutting for like 4 months.
and was getting better.
but now i dont even know.
I'm not saying this for attention -.-
i just really dont feel like living at the moment.
i just think whats the point of waking up anymore?
yes yes i'm cared about, but frankly that doesnt make a difrence i still want to just die right now. which i know sound horribly selfish but i'm being honest.
i dont even know what set this off?
nothings going wrong in my life.
which i think ironicly is whats wrong.
crap.
i feel like shit.

[Whisper]

lifes full of ups and down
I go from bouncing off the walls one hour to being very and I quote "dark"
the suicidal feelings pass
i'm sorry your upset

your a real sweetie hun
i care about you
i dont want you to get hurt

[mRojas2000]

i also felt like that for about a week... suicidal for no reason... i almost tryed to open the window of my school and throwing myself...
just wait, and it will pass :)

hope you get better... Miguel!