saintweasel
August 16th, 2010, 11:21 PM
I never kissed a dude before this incident, nor was I ever in a relationship. So when I hooked up randomly with a dude whom appeared to me to be a total player a part of myself knew I was being stupid and another part of myself was curious.
But I hated it, because his lips were salty and the way he did it seemed so disturbing and he smelled of sheesha.
I'm worried about herpes, rejection, commitment, amongst many other things.
I unwittingly told him I was scared of getting herpes and he got extremely angry, and told me that he didn't want anything from me, that he just liked me.
(I do not want to pursue a relationship, I do not want him to outright ignore me, and I just want to know if I've done something completely stupid.
But I hated it, because his lips were salty and the way he did it seemed so disturbing and he smelled of sheesha.
I'm worried about herpes, rejection, commitment, amongst many other things.
I unwittingly told him I was scared of getting herpes and he got extremely angry, and told me that he didn't want anything from me, that he just liked me.
(I do not want to pursue a relationship, I do not want him to outright ignore me, and I just want to know if I've done something completely stupid.