Is this normal or gonna end?

[LiTTleBrok3nDolly]

Okay, seriously? I really like this one boy whose only ten months younger than me hes a big teddy bear and totally sweet and sensitive were only friends but when ever i get near him i freak out, probably bcs my past "relationships" with males have been abusive an i have agoraphobia, but will i ever get the the point of holding a boys hand or kissing them and feeling comfortable? Or will i just continue to fantasize and freak out in real life shutting down being sky turning red and walkin away? HELP ME

[XpopularX]

U should really give him a chance, the u can feel better. ur life will be better in the long run.

[Azunite]

Well you cant do this for your whole life.
If you do have suspicions, you can ask to this boy's female friends if he is like "that" or not

[quackda93]

I think it will be healthy for you to get past your fears and go with your heart on this one

[The Madness.]

Even if the past is really bad, you need to try and move forward with your life. With..baby steps. You can gradually and with your own time try to get closer to him. And if you really do like him, you'll eventually understand that he's not like all of the other boys, and you'll be fine around him. :)

[ackmedsgirl666]

try to move on away from your fears
maybe try and get closer with him and ask him out on a date or something

[justalovestruckteen]

Try being better friends,
And when you trust him,ask him out on a date or tell him what you feel,