Azunite
August 10th, 2010, 03:10 PM
So, those who read my posts will remember I love this girl but the approach was no more than mere friendship and for few weeks our friendship got weaker etc.
Well she invited me to her summer house and she was quite warm to me ( no mention her mother ). She kissed me from my cheek, she hugged me etc etc... I knew these were all in friendly way...
Suddenly, at those moments I realised I don't love her. My mum always told me that love and dating would never actually start before age 18, and she told me I don't actually know anything about love :S
Because, at her summerhouse I saw another girl who was 1 year older than me ( it was like a village ) and I suddenly loved her, I knew it would be de only time I would see her again.
And like I eventually fell in love ( so called "falling in love" ) with many girls and I don't think I tasted love in any of them ?
Everyone tells that " If you feel you have no stomach, If you dream about her always, then you are in love..." Thing is, I felt this in like half of these girls and It is not possible I fell in love many times...
Well she invited me to her summer house and she was quite warm to me ( no mention her mother ). She kissed me from my cheek, she hugged me etc etc... I knew these were all in friendly way...
Suddenly, at those moments I realised I don't love her. My mum always told me that love and dating would never actually start before age 18, and she told me I don't actually know anything about love :S
Because, at her summerhouse I saw another girl who was 1 year older than me ( it was like a village ) and I suddenly loved her, I knew it would be de only time I would see her again.
And like I eventually fell in love ( so called "falling in love" ) with many girls and I don't think I tasted love in any of them ?
Everyone tells that " If you feel you have no stomach, If you dream about her always, then you are in love..." Thing is, I felt this in like half of these girls and It is not possible I fell in love many times...