I think I'm thinking to much.

[CLScar]

Well, where do I start...

Okay, I'm the type of person who goes crazy analyzing people. Seriously, it's messed up. For example, a friend doesn't reply to a message or something. I go crazy and continue to think of all the things I've done in the past to see if I did anything that would cause such behavior of that person. I end up staying up for days straight until I come to a conclusion.

Lately, I somehow started and have been trying to figure out this guy at school by the name of Lance. I started messaging him and stuff, we are complete opposites of people. Oddly, I think he got the impression I was in love with him or something. (While I'm straight, I would go gay for him. lol He's smoking hot.) Anyways, he doesn't reply to any messages, and he ignores me at school, and it's really starting to bother me. I can't figure it out, and when I try to he just ignores it and makes things even more awkward. It's like I'm going crazy over one person in my life who seems to be blocking my thoughts completely. Generally, I'm a pretty smart person, and am able to figure out the most challenging of things (personally comparable to that of L from Death Note), but I'm stumped here.

What is your suggestion on this matter? I'd like to be able to forget about this, but it just continues to challenge me.

[ZAZ13]

I am very similar to you. If a text goes unanswered, I have a panic attack. As to the guy who seems to be shunning you. Give it some time. If your like me, after that mini panic attack you become really over bearing, and that pushes people away. Am I right?

The best thing to do is just back off and at some later point casually ask him whats going on.

[CLScar]

That is exactly like me. I've tried that, but I guess I didn't wait long enough lol.

Off topic, but your age is 97? lol

Back on topic, people like us are weird.

[ZAZ13]

That is very very strange. I wonder why it says im 97? But yeah, i over think everything. Its bad for you. Im to the point where I worry about worrying too much. Somtimes I just have to say"F*ck it!" and go do something that can distract me.

[CLScar]

Ah, now it says 17. Might have just been my other computer, it's Vista. :P

I wish I wasn't like that. I'm not to big on worrying, but I'm getting there. lol Especially when I'm driving with someone in the passenger seat, I worry about their safety and forget about how I'm driving. Which is not good.

By the way, welcome to VT.

[ZAZ13]

Hmm, I usually dont worry while I am preoccupied. I just start to think and over analyze stuff when I am idle or bored or anxious about something.