I have finally decided im done

[~Cookie~]

I have been cutting for almost 2 years now.But I have never strayed from my forarm.Until afew nights ago...I cut my wrist for the first time...The next day I relised what I did and it horrifes me.I did the one thing I always swore I wouldn't...Im moving down my body.Slowley but its happning.I can't let this happen,so I've finally decided Im done.I've throwen out all my cutting supplies.I know its gonna take ALOT more then just saying it...So any support from you guys will be much apriciated.:yes:

[mRojas2000]

Yay!!! Congratz! Its always good to hear someone stops cutting... :)

[JunkBondTrader]

Good for you! :D Keep doing your best! VT is always here to give you support.

[Bobby]

That's really good to hear. That's actually awesome.

[TheWizard]

Congrats :)

I'm so happy for you. :)

[~Cookie~]

That means alot guys ^_^.But Im only on like day 2 or 3 and Im havin a tough time.Don't congraduale me yet :confused:

[Barelythere]

congrats, 1: in making the desion to stop, im proud of u :D and 2: its 2/3 days which is still great, its 2/3 days!! thats better than none, think of it that way, keep positive, hope it goes well for you huni xoxox

[KingCrimson]

Hey congradulations :D

[Gamebreaker]

Yo! You should be VERY proud of yourself! But seriously, there is no need to go back to harming yourself for no good reason. Remember, if you feel the urge to cut, go do something else, or stay next to a friend or relative so they can take care of you if you cant take it.

Good Luck!

[~Cookie~]

Thanks for the support guys ^_^.Just giveing an update.I haven't cut,BUT I have scratched....I know its still "self-harm" But Im slowley stopping all together.I relised that if I scratch just alittle I can fight the urges better.

[Bobby]

Exactly. you have to work your way down from when you started.. you can't exactly just suddenly stop.

[~Cookie~]

Bla...I don't really wanna say this...but I suppose I must...I cut acouple says ago ((Nets down at home so I couldn't say anything sooner)).35 Shallow on my arm and 2 Deep on my wrist.Haven't done it since and I regret doing it then.It was over something stupid and pointless.Back to square 1.Haven't cut in 3 or 4 days,this time I hope I can make it.

[mRojas2000]

ooohhh huni :(
Sorry to hear that :(
Just be strong, and whatever happens try not cutting :)

[~Cookie~]

Thanks ^_^.Im gonna do it this time...The logest I've ever made it was a month...I wanna beat that...

[mRojas2000]

Cool!!! go ahead, I'm here to support you :)

[Barelythere]

just keep it up hun, :hug: i no u can do it, stay strong :D just remember "why do we fall? so we can learn to pick ourselves up" -its true, because in the big wide world, the onlyone looking out for you is you, i believe you can do it hun :D

[~Cookie~]

*sigh* I have failed yet again.I cut lastnight 23 times on my forearm.Semi deep.As I was doing it I was crying and I felt it wasnt deep enough...Never felt like that before...It scares me

[rEpReSsIoN.?]

Have u tried any techniques to stop?... I know its hard i haven't stopped yet when i said i would the relief from the emotion pain is to gd when it is transferred into physical because it doesn't hurt as much.

[~Cookie~]

I have tryed sthe rubber band thing,Ice,food coloring,Markers,writing,and drawing....I don't know what else to try.

and I cut afew days ago 20 forarm semi-deep.It was getting now Im at the point where I don't want to stop again but I know I have to...

[Sapphire]

I have given this advice to someone else, and if I could be bothered then I would put the link here. lol.

Try going somewhere public. Take your music and ride the bus or the train or sit in a cafe or in the park or something. Maybe being somewhere public will prevent you cutting.

[northskater110]

cmon u can do it!!! i no u can!!! try chewing gum, or punching a pillow, or get a gay lkittle stress ball(lol) cmon!!! we believe in you!!!

[Φρανκομβριτ]

Good for you! It's a long hard road, but you can do it. And remember, if you cut, don't get mad at yourself. We all slip. Just keep going. YOU CAN DO IT!!!

[Becca]

Kathy luvs you much. You have my support and I have yours. I believe that you can overcome this. Be strong!

[check it]

just think of me;) haha...but seriously...it isn't good.. I'm proud of you for stopping...keep it up

[JJJ]

Gd Luc!!! i hope you do it this time.