i told my nan about cutting

[xgeekyrocksx]

I was siting writing my diary while round my nans house and, stupidly, i didnt bother with covering up my scars caus i thought she wouldnt see with out her glasses on, but she did. She asked me about them and i told myself i had burned my self on the oven, i dont think she believed me but...yeah.
then like the next day i was getting changed and caus i now cut on my hip she saw the cuts through my pants. And she looked like she knew. so when she asked me about it i told her i bumped into something and she said she;d tell my mum. Then i told her the truth. And i cried, i dont cry in font of people.. never.
i told her how i felt about everything even my weight and how i always wanted to be a stone lighter and stuff.... but i lied about how often i cut. i said i only done it twice and that... well i didnt tell her everything. i feel so stupid now..urgh. sorry about well...this post..

[welcome_to_chaos]

its fine :) im glad u did that was she the first person uve ever told?

[1_21Guns]

hun, you clearly felt like you had to tell someone, that you needed someone to know and confide in.
you lied, because you don't want her to run off and tell your parents i assume?
tell her the truth, get help, because if you get it yourself when you want it, it's usually one of the best things you can do.
i'm proud of you for opening up, i know it's not easy to do. :hug:

[georgiamay]

hun, first of all, well done! :D i know it must have been really hard, and really scary, but opening up to someone about how you feel is the best thing you could do. What did she say when you told her? Maybe now you´ve opened up to your nan, you´ll feel ok about opening up to other people, and asking to get the help you need, because it´s the best thing for you to get better.

Again, well done, and good luck hun :hug:

[Mike321]

Well done for telling your nan, I know how hard it is to open up to someone, maybe you should tell her the complete truth, as it wont be such a shock to her now.
But its good that you have someone you can turn to if you need some support, What did your nan say when she founf out?
And take any offer of help you get, whether this be from you nan or someone else, it will help you recover and get better
Good luck :)

[niko0202]

When i first told someone about my cuting probleme i was scared they would tell someone or run away thinking i was a freak, turns out they also cut themselves and we helped eachother.
When I told my second persone once again i though the same things but i just needed to talk to someone else about someone who did not cut to see what advice they would give me.
You know what? Best desicion in my life after opening up to the people who i tought would help me it got better because they did help me.
I hope your nan or anyone else you tell can help you the same way i was helped

[cristian123]

You really shouldn't be mad about putting this post up...

[xgeekyrocksx]

thanks to all of you.. i guess it didnt get better but.. maybe thats my own fault xxxx
thank you again. :)

[mizz dramaa]

I was siting writing my diary while round my nans house and, stupidly, i didnt bother with covering up my scars caus i thought she wouldnt see with out her glasses on, but she did. She asked me about them and i told myself i had burned my self on the oven, i dont think she believed me but...yeah.
then like the next day i was getting changed and caus i now cut on my hip she saw the cuts through my pants. And she looked like she knew. so when she asked me about it i told her i bumped into something and she said she;d tell my mum. Then i told her the truth. And i cried, i dont cry in font of people.. never.
i told her how i felt about everything even my weight and how i always wanted to be a stone lighter and stuff.... but i lied about how often i cut. i said i only done it twice and that... well i didnt tell her everything. i feel so stupid now..urgh. sorry about well...this post..

okkie i do it to and i lied to my parents about me not doing it to and i ended up in care so just tell the truth i know its hard to to and u dont want any one to know about this but sum day they will find out the truth