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xXxIMissUxXx
August 8th, 2010, 02:56 AM
PLEASE READ YOU MAY LEARN SOMETHING FROM THIS!!!!:My story....
My name is Emmalee...Im 13 years old....I was born August 12,1996...When I was born my dad was never around he was running around to Italy and France..If he wasnt off doing that he was out doing drugs and drinking...When he decided to show up when I was 3 I was absoulutely terrified of him and wanted nothing to do with him...Then as I turned 4 my brother hit me and him and his friends burned me with cigarettes,sadly no one believes that it happened but I have scars all over my body from the hot cigarette...I started taking swim classes when I had just turned 5...I had this tall pale swim teacher with jet black hair...1 month later he became my rapist...This sick man raped me when I was only 5 years old!!!Mom filed charges against him and of course dad didnt care...He was was too busy drinking...11 years old I was diagnosed with depression,ocd,bipolar....I started to cut my left wrist at 12....I planned suicide but realized why do it it isnt worth it at all...Now at 13 Im doing fine exept dealing with a drunk dad all the time and dealing with his family who sweeps everything under the rug,and attemts to act perfect all the time
!...I havent picked up a razor blade since May 2009...I am a proud aunt to a set of 1 month old twins a baby girl,and a baby boy...Born July 15,2010 at 7:56am...But Im still trying to fit into this world:confused:....Thanks for reading!!!!:yummy::D:)

This ISNT everything of my life just the stuff I wanted to include in My Life Story...

Please use the edit button in future, don't double post - Kaius

misery_business
August 8th, 2010, 03:14 AM
Well i didn't learn anything from that buuut...
Im so sorry to hear that! Dealing with a drunk dad is very hard and so frustating, and your only 13! Well done for not going mad! If i were you i don't know what i'd be doing!
And well done about the SH thing!
And HEY its your birthday soon :D

xXxIMissUxXx
August 8th, 2010, 12:19 PM
Its ok if you didnt learn anything from it...I just wanted people to know what Im going through...:confused::(

ackmedsgirl666
August 8th, 2010, 12:24 PM
wow. i never knew that. im so sorry
but things like these are never easy to let go, they are like tatooes on our heart that never go away. comgrats on not cutting thats a good accomplishment that u should be veru proud of, but things like these are never easy. i am sorry that u have been through so much and i wish that there was some way that i could help you. ik know what life must be like with ur dad. my mother was an alcoholic for the longest time. she has now been sober for 3 years and i am very proud of her. my friend went through a similar situation as yours. her dad is a drug addict and he started pumping her with needles and raped her when she was only three. so i feel for you by seeing what she goes through every day. all in all, i would say that it sounds like things are going much better for you and i wish u the best of luck. if u ever want to talk feel free to pm me ok ?
hope this helps. i learned alot Alot about you :)

misery_business
August 8th, 2010, 12:26 PM
Its ok if you didnt learn anything from it...I just wanted people to know what Im going through...:confused::(

oh sorry if you took that the wrong way! so sorry! Its just that at the begining you wrote that I might learn something from it and i just wrote that, sorry if that seemed rude or anything ! :)