Amyxoxo
August 7th, 2010, 07:30 AM
I'm not sure if anyone remembers me because I was so insignificant however ...
I just wanted to say before I go that getting help with my self harm was the best thing I have ever done.
Instead of feeling undermined and alone that you probs think that you feel. I actually felt so strong and stable. As I said I feel like Edward Cullen. I can decided if I self harm not self harm decides when I do it.
So please, please, please.
Get help.
Talk with your school, they will get your parents in. If your scared of your parents knowing trust me it isn't as bad as you think. They are so supportive, no matter how bad they beat you up, no matter how bad they emotionally abuse you. Even if you just don't talk they get over it. You just have to get them to understand that this is a bigger deal to them as they have been going through this for about a day, you, years ...
They will take you to see your doctor.
They will admit you onto a treatment program. You will have counseling. You will get over this.
I have even found out what I'm going to do when I'm older.
I am smart enough to be a doctor so I will be.
I will not let this destroy me.
So I will have scars but they can go. Plastic surgery will be needed for mine but still they will be gone.
So if you are going to do one thing this year ... get help ... it is never too late.
Amy :) xx
I just wanted to say before I go that getting help with my self harm was the best thing I have ever done.
Instead of feeling undermined and alone that you probs think that you feel. I actually felt so strong and stable. As I said I feel like Edward Cullen. I can decided if I self harm not self harm decides when I do it.
So please, please, please.
Get help.
Talk with your school, they will get your parents in. If your scared of your parents knowing trust me it isn't as bad as you think. They are so supportive, no matter how bad they beat you up, no matter how bad they emotionally abuse you. Even if you just don't talk they get over it. You just have to get them to understand that this is a bigger deal to them as they have been going through this for about a day, you, years ...
They will take you to see your doctor.
They will admit you onto a treatment program. You will have counseling. You will get over this.
I have even found out what I'm going to do when I'm older.
I am smart enough to be a doctor so I will be.
I will not let this destroy me.
So I will have scars but they can go. Plastic surgery will be needed for mine but still they will be gone.
So if you are going to do one thing this year ... get help ... it is never too late.
Amy :) xx