Azunite
August 6th, 2010, 05:19 PM
So, my parents are divorced when I was 4 and my dad got married to a woman who I was okay with her and I like her now it is no problem.
But my mom... My mom had a boy friend who i thought he was just a friend, I saw him like in only 2 years at once.
And my mum had another boy friend, I thought they were going to marry but that's not the story.
So let's say the guy I mentioned first is A, the other is B.
My mum says this " I was always dating with A, after we divorced. But you were too young to accept this so I had B as my partner for like going to parties together, but he misunderstod and thought something was going to happen. But I always loved A".
I go to a therapist every 6 months or some and she told me my mum would never get marry ( thats what my mum said to her )
My mum CAN marry, but her acts and this asshole A's acts....
1-Both A and B bought many presents to me ( including PS3 and laptop) thinking they could decieve me.
2-A is acting like a child to me now, he talks me as I was a baby and keeps interrupting.
3-I saw that A guy sleeping with my mum once, or i thought I saw, I was in shock so I dont remember.
4-And my mum uses my event of leaing the house in university as this " YOu will leave the house and A will move in, what's wrong?" She is such an oportunist!
I need help people, my mum lied me for whole these years, and I wonder now I am selfish or she is selfish.
And when I behave kinda cold to this A guy, my mum wents mad and says " He is my boyfriend and you have to get used to it!" and yells and yells and I say " Go F yourself" inside me.
What confuses me also, is that this A guy dissappears, B comes, B dissappeares, A comes.
I fear my mum may be some sort of a.. Whore let's say.
And one of the most annoying thing is that he is here like noon and he rarely leaves at late night, he always has meals with us and he usually stares at me in a stupid way and makes my name like little baby names ( like he makes "cengiz" something like "cengolino")
I mean, why the fuck he is always at our house? He usually comes to my room and asks stupid questions about school and my friends. Since he is in our household, every night more guests come to our house and eat with me. When I tell this problem to my mum she just says " You don't see them, you are always in your room so cut it! " I may be in my room but still it is very bothering!
Please people I am having a breakdown and this affected my lessons for the whole year. I need help from you people publicly, personally.
Thank you.
But my mom... My mom had a boy friend who i thought he was just a friend, I saw him like in only 2 years at once.
And my mum had another boy friend, I thought they were going to marry but that's not the story.
So let's say the guy I mentioned first is A, the other is B.
My mum says this " I was always dating with A, after we divorced. But you were too young to accept this so I had B as my partner for like going to parties together, but he misunderstod and thought something was going to happen. But I always loved A".
I go to a therapist every 6 months or some and she told me my mum would never get marry ( thats what my mum said to her )
My mum CAN marry, but her acts and this asshole A's acts....
1-Both A and B bought many presents to me ( including PS3 and laptop) thinking they could decieve me.
2-A is acting like a child to me now, he talks me as I was a baby and keeps interrupting.
3-I saw that A guy sleeping with my mum once, or i thought I saw, I was in shock so I dont remember.
4-And my mum uses my event of leaing the house in university as this " YOu will leave the house and A will move in, what's wrong?" She is such an oportunist!
I need help people, my mum lied me for whole these years, and I wonder now I am selfish or she is selfish.
And when I behave kinda cold to this A guy, my mum wents mad and says " He is my boyfriend and you have to get used to it!" and yells and yells and I say " Go F yourself" inside me.
What confuses me also, is that this A guy dissappears, B comes, B dissappeares, A comes.
I fear my mum may be some sort of a.. Whore let's say.
And one of the most annoying thing is that he is here like noon and he rarely leaves at late night, he always has meals with us and he usually stares at me in a stupid way and makes my name like little baby names ( like he makes "cengiz" something like "cengolino")
I mean, why the fuck he is always at our house? He usually comes to my room and asks stupid questions about school and my friends. Since he is in our household, every night more guests come to our house and eat with me. When I tell this problem to my mum she just says " You don't see them, you are always in your room so cut it! " I may be in my room but still it is very bothering!
Please people I am having a breakdown and this affected my lessons for the whole year. I need help from you people publicly, personally.
Thank you.