planning suicide

[ShinigamiMaiden]

so i'm planning to kill myself in a few days...
all of my friends hate me including my closest friend who i haven't fallen out with since i have met her (which is a long time)
the thing that really irritates me is that i haven't done anything and they have told me that I haven't done anything, and when i try comfront them about it i just get shouted at by somebody or other saying how much they hate me :)

i have NOTHING left to live for. nobodys going to miss me...hell nobodys even bothered to talk to me in the past two weeks.

whats the point?

[Azunite]

Lucy *sighs* ,

Well it seems you have made up your mind, and you plan to suicide. You have no friends, you think you are useless, you think there is nothing left to live for.
How are you going to do it? Cut your artery, hangman's noose? What if someone catches you right before you do it?
Then you will be locked away in a hospital and it will get worse.
Ending all pain seems so peaceful but that is the worst part.
You are confused.
Half of this site's members have tried suicide, eventually they cried in happines that they didn't tried and they were happy to hug their familiies again.
Nobody loves you! So what? Life, God an enviorment loves you, else a car would have hit you or a lightning would strike you ages ago.
What we learn is not to surrender, that i think you heard a lot.
But really, what's the point of commiting suicide? You are a Human, what makes human superior is they can think.
Animals kill! People don't.
Look dear Lucy, life is complicated, we know. I know a friend who secretly tried commiting suicide ( the very last moment his parents arrived ) and he keeps telling me how happy he is that his family found him.
You probably won't listen to me and you have made your decision.
If nobody will miss you; I will Lucy. I will miss you and VT will miss you. We will mourn over you because I talked to you and I wasn't succesful!

Plese don't Lucy...

[OnceMoreWithFeeling]

You have the rest of your life to live for, go to college, fall in love, have a wonderful time. You will never know what you can do unless you fight for it.

[Azunite]

"Fight" is our keyword Lucy. This fight is harder than a streetfight or a team deathmatch on Call of Duty. But the prize of living again...
I hope you are still there

[enjoying_my_insanity]

Lucy i know you dont know me but please dont do it i want to get to know you and to help you through this i really hope you are still alive to read this cuz if you dont do it we will all be very happy and so will you! things do get better you just have to fight for them! please please please keep fighting for life and get help with your problems you may think no one will miss you but your friends will even tho they claim to hate you! and your parents will mis you and your whole family will be devistated because they love you...i hope you get this in time....

[Rutherford The Brave]

so i'm planning to kill myself in a few days...
all of my friends hate me including my closest friend who i haven't fallen out with since i have met her (which is a long time)
the thing that really irritates me is that i haven't done anything and they have told me that I haven't done anything, and when i try comfront them about it i just get shouted at by somebody or other saying how much they hate me :)

i have NOTHING left to live for. nobodys going to miss me...hell nobodys even bothered to talk to me in the past two weeks.

whats the point?

Pm me please, we have much to talk about.

[Azunite]

See, we care you! And for the time being that thing's only matters!

[thiscityisdead]

Lucy, there's much to live for even though you may find it useless at thus moment but believe me don't kill yourself. It's just not the right answer.

Believe you were put on this earth to make a difference to somebody out there if you take your life you can never find your future and maybe in the end you can look back and say damn look at the people I helped along the way.

IF YOU NEED ANYTHING PM ME I'LL BE GLAD TO HELP AT ANYTIME.

[karl]

Please don't , I know you're the most wonderful person in the world, and I'd love to be your friend

[misery_business]

please dont :( You think people won't miss you but thats not true! You think your friends hate you but I don't think they would want you dead!
I know what its like to want to die, lost of us do! If you need to get your feelings out or need people WE are always here, VT is here for you! we would love to help in any way we could, what about your family? How would they feel ?
You still have your whole life ahead of you please please think this through!!
We care, we all do :)!!

[Cloud]

whats the point?

I don't know, and you wont either if you do kill yourself
not worth sticking around long enough to find out????


so what your friends are arses, make new ones, if they want to go off and be royal tossers let them, just dont let them bother you with it, make new better friends who actually stick with you

[ShinigamiMaiden]

i don't know anymore =/

[misery_business]

i don't know anymore =/

oh thank god :)
you see how many people worry about you, and we don't even know you that well, could you imagine how much your family would suffer :)
You are loved lucy, don't give up on life no matter how bad it gets you will always have someone by your side :)

[Azunite]

i don't know anymore =/

Does this mean you don't want to do tha "bad thing" anymore ?

[Thrash Bassist]

A couple of years ago, I almost killed myself. When I was about to do it, I thought "What would my family think when they walk in and find my body? They would be horrified." I would've hurt everybody I loved just because I was depressed. Just because I wasn't enjoying life anymore.

I decided I wanted to live. The first thing I did when I saw my mom that day was hug her.

You need to choose to live. You have people on these forums that love and care about you. Please don't do it. You will be hurting all of us if you do...

[Stanpy]

I don't know you, so I won't make any baseless assumptions, however are you actually planning out a method of suicide or are you just in a mental crisis and feel like dying? It really seems like the latter, however I'm sure once you've calmed down and got your thoughts intact you'll be okay.

I know this is easier said than done, but those friends obviously aren't worth it, and you need to move on, and killing yourself isn't the ideal way to achieve that, you know? The world is full of potential friends, and there is always more to make! You've probably fell out, lost or drifted from friends before, so this time is no different. Keep ya head held high, babe. This crisis will be over before you know it!

[welcome_to_chaos]

It may not seem like anyone cares right now but WE care. If ive learned anything while being a member of vt its that this is not just a web site this is a family where although we do fight sometimes we all love each other in the end... We all care about what happens to u. So just listen ur always gunna have someone behind u no matter wat

[Kaius]

so i'm planning to kill myself in a few days...
all of my friends hate me including my closest friend who i haven't fallen out with since i have met her (which is a long time)
the thing that really irritates me is that i haven't done anything and they have told me that I haven't done anything, and when i try comfront them about it i just get shouted at by somebody or other saying how much they hate me :)

i have NOTHING left to live for. nobodys going to miss me...hell nobodys even bothered to talk to me in the past two weeks.

whats the point?

Lucy, you have a lot more to live for than those friends. In life friends will come along like buses, some you miss, some you don't. I don't want to be mean when I say this but far worse things can happen, and suicide still isn't the way to solve it. Have you stopped to think what could happen to you if you try and fail it? You can do yourself some serious harm and be left in a worse position than you are now. People here on VT will help you as long as you ask for that help, and im sure there is someone where you live that is as well. Think this through thoroughly, is this really what you want? If you need us, we'll be there. We're only a pm/vm away.

[ackmedsgirl666]

u may feel like life sucks and that nobody will miss you
but im sure alot of ppl on here will
maybe u should reconsider commiting suicide because it won't get u anywhere

[TheFame]

We all feel like we have nothing to live for.

But school is hell. Children are the worst it can get. When you start dealing with adults everything will be much better.

[TakeToTheSkies.]

please don't. we all feel like giving up, like dying from time to time. then we'll get right back up and be ourselves again. it's not worth offing yourself if you have no clue what will happen in your future. hell, you could save someone else's live with your experiences.