completely antisocial.

[1_21Guns]

i think i'm crawling back into my little hole again tbh,
over the past 3 days, every day i've walked off on my own.
first time, i went home from a friends house early, went onto the moors and sat on a bench.
yesterday, i spent 2 hours out alone also on the moors.
then today, i did the same thing, wandered out on my own.
i just feel like detaching myself from everyone and everything that's going on.
but then when i'm out, i'll go on MSN on my phone, because i know people worry when i do this.
i guess being on my own suddenly doesn't bother me again.
i started going into my local town alone a few weeks ago, that's become something of a bad habit.
i just don't know whats wrong with me at the moment.
nothings happened, i'm just on a constant rollercoaster of my mood going up and down.
it's not even safe for me to go out on the moors on my own, but i still do it.
hmm :/

[XpopularX]

Go sit down and put ur emotions together. Go hang out with friends and talk about there problems. crawl out ur whole and see the world agian. Its not always about u.

[Scarface]

:hug:

Natalie,

You know that isolation doesn't lead you anywhere. It just makes you have a lot more time to think. Which in some cases is not a good thing. Where you sink so far down in your own thoughts you drown yourself with the "Could have should have, and the What about?" It's just not the state of mind you should be in. Sometimes alone time can be beneficial, but on a constant basis you can get pretty lonely. Why no try ringing a friend, go have a snack somewhere go to the mall and shop (My personal favorite). Shopping really helps me because I'm around other people than myself and it's even better when you go with friends. That way you have company and you can browse and have a good time.

Hun, you know you have a support system, please don't shy away. I'm always here to help and support anyway I can, just don't let these mood swings completely take you over. Just talk it out and make sure you don't spend too much time alone. :heart:

[Azunite]

Well I am half anti social eventually.
I am super shy and usually obsessed with my good ole PS3 ( recently got Yellow Light of Death ) when people want to go out with me, I usually tell them ı have stuff to do.
I want to be alone but wanting it too much drives me crazy.
I invite a fried to my house and all we do is play PS3 games something like that.
I went to Club Med last week and it felt soo good not to have ps3 or pc, still wasnt able to socialize. When i turned back, I didn'T want to play PS3 (good sign).
But yeah, i am completely antisocial

[1_21Guns]

Go sit down and put ur emotions together. Go hang out with friends and talk about there problems. crawl out ur whole and see the world agian. Its not always about u.

i never once said it was always about me. if it was that easy, don't you think i'd of done it by now?

:hug:

Natalie,

You know that isolation doesn't lead you anywhere. It just makes you have a lot more time to think. Which in some cases is not a good thing. Where you sink so far down in your own thoughts you drown yourself with the "Could have should have, and the What about?" It's just not the state of mind you should be in. Sometimes alone time can be beneficial, but on a constant basis you can get pretty lonely. Why no try ringing a friend, go have a snack somewhere go to the mall and shop (My personal favorite). Shopping really helps me because I'm around other people than myself and it's even better when you go with friends. That way you have company and you can browse and have a good time.

Hun, you know you have a support system, please don't shy away. I'm always here to help and support anyway I can, just don't let these mood swings completely take you over. Just talk it out and make sure you don't spend too much time alone. :heart:

thanks again Ronnie :heart:

Well I am half anti social eventually.
I am super shy and usually obsessed with my good ole PS3 ( recently got Yellow Light of Death ) when people want to go out with me, I usually tell them ı have stuff to do.
I want to be alone but wanting it too much drives me crazy.
I invite a fried to my house and all we do is play PS3 games something like that.
I went to Club Med last week and it felt soo good not to have ps3 or pc, still wasnt able to socialize. When i turned back, I didn'T want to play PS3 (good sign).
But yeah, i am completely antisocial

i never turn down someone asking me to hang out, but by going out on my own, i guess i kinda avoid it.
anyway, if you keep trying you'll be able to socialize again hun :hug:

[Azunite]

Yeah i also avoid going out own

[georgiamay]

In some ways being alone has it's pros, i mean, everyone needs some time for themselves. To think and stuff, but sometimes people can be alone too much, and they start to overthink things, and kind of overwhelm themselves. I've done that, and it never ends well. Humans are social creatures, we're supposed to socialise. I know sometimes we just don't want to talk to anybody, and just stay at home on our own, or just go for a walk alone, but sometimes if we do it too much, it could potentially be unhealthy. Thinking is a good thing, but thinking too much can be bad, if the mind starts to over exagerate things the world starts to seem like a very depressing place.

Try to talk to someone a bit more often. You might not go out anywhere, just have a chat, or walk into the town, have something to eat with friends, and go back home again. Maybe go to the moors with someone else, and sit on a bench having a chat.

I'm here if you ever need to talk, i'll try to help in some way :) :hug:

[1_21Guns]

thanks hun :hug:

[Azunite]

Well not a lot of my friends ask me to go somewhere, and I don't feel I need to ask them. This year, I lost both boy and girl friends and a girl in my class helped me a lot, we had long conversations ( unfortunately, by texting :( ) but then she had a fight with me and we don't talk anymore. And I am very lonely now since not too many people text here now, and I start to think a lot : " Why is this happening to me, what am I doing wrong? " and that causes me to, well, overload my brain. Usually I curse on myself "Why am I lone?".
Well I thank you for your support and I will appreciate our conversations if you wish to talk with me. btw, what is a "moor"? Except that north african folk meaning?

[1_21Guns]

a large grassy and hilly area XD

and yeah, if you ever need to talk feel free to PM/VM me.