Andreww
August 3rd, 2010, 09:55 PM
Okay I had a pretty disturbing nightmare the Tuesday before July 4th... And I think everyday since I've been remembering it subtly. Like if I'm not thinking of anything else I'll just remember "the nightmare." After I first had it I started praying at night because it made me more comfortable but now whenever I pray I'm just reminded about it... It's like I connected that to the nightmare.
Nowadays I'll just think about it maybe once or twice a day, and at night too. I just really want at least one day without thinking of it, and trying to distract myself doesn't help because I'll remember why I'm trying to distract myself. Oh and btw I haven't really told anyone the full details of it because it's pretty long, and I don't want them to think I'm crazy.. :(
Also, I'm not really distressed about it, so I don't think it's actually a mental "crisis", but I'm not sure where else to post this and I'd just really like to go one full day without the thought of that dream. I'm like waiting for school to start now because school always gets me to forget things, especially if I have alotta homework.
Oh and I haven't had any other nightmares since, just so ya know.
Nowadays I'll just think about it maybe once or twice a day, and at night too. I just really want at least one day without thinking of it, and trying to distract myself doesn't help because I'll remember why I'm trying to distract myself. Oh and btw I haven't really told anyone the full details of it because it's pretty long, and I don't want them to think I'm crazy.. :(
Also, I'm not really distressed about it, so I don't think it's actually a mental "crisis", but I'm not sure where else to post this and I'd just really like to go one full day without the thought of that dream. I'm like waiting for school to start now because school always gets me to forget things, especially if I have alotta homework.
Oh and I haven't had any other nightmares since, just so ya know.