My mother

[Sordid Saint]

Last night, I was laying in my bed thinking, and I realized that I've been a complete asshole to my mom for pretty much my whole life. It hit me out of nowhere how much I love her, but how much I've probably hurt her in the past with my stupid passive-aggressiveness (that I hate).

All she wants is the best for me, and I rage at her because of it. Half the time I don't even let her finish her sentence, because I always think she is going to be nagging me, but she just want's to make sure I'm safe and don't do anything stupid.

She's a single mother that works her ass off so that my family can barely get by, and here I am getting mad at her because she asks me where I am and what I'm doing and if I'm ok every hour or so on the phone.

I feel like complete shit, and I can never pay her back for what she has done for me. I only see her half of the week, and in that time I only will see her for an hour or two each day, and then I go out with my friends to be a fuck up.

I wish I could go back and treat her right. She's my favorite person in the whole world, and she thinks I hate her. Can anyone help me not feel like an asshole anymore?

[misery_business]

The only way to stop feeling like this is to do something about it, spend the time you have with her, help her out around the house and let her know that you don't hate her! imagine how horrible she must feel you need to make sure she knows how much she means to you :)
good luck!

[beedubs]

maybe you should apologize to her, and show her how much you apreciate and love her. when you feel like snapping at her just try to hold it back.

[Zazu]

Go up to her, give her a hug and tell her all of this :)

[kidkizzet]

I agree with all of the above posters. You should tell her how you feel and if you spend more time with her and help her with things then I'm sure she'll appreciate it and realise how much you care about her. Spending time with her and making her feel appreciated and loved is a good thing to do.

[Alfred Pennyworth]

The first thing you have to do is talk to her. Tell her some of what you said up above. Try once in a while telling your friends "you know what, I can't go with you guys today. I'm spending today with my mom" and just do that. Ask her if there's anything you can do for her, anything you can help her with, heck even ask her if she wants to do something like play a board game. The first thing you need to do is talk with her and tell you how you feel. It'll make a huge difference.

[HellHound]

Just tell her the way you feel and make her nice gifts when you can.A good word is medicine to a sore hearth.As for you,seeing her happy i guess is enough.

[ivan_cro]

talk to her, apologize and just be nice :)
when she comes home give her a hug, talk with her about anything (it doesn't matter what about, it's just nice if there's some kind of conversation when you're together

[JOSEE]

go up and tell her, dont be afaird to cry,