Depression

[Babobobo]

FUCK MY STUPID BITCH AS EX FRIEND. I HOPE YOU DIE IN A FUCKING WHOLE YOU BITCH. IF YOU WERE TO CRAWL UNDERGROUND AND DIE, I WOULD LAUGH. IF I HAD A GUN POINTED AT YOU I WOULD LAUGH AT THE FEAR IN YOUR EYES. I'D LOVE TO SEE YOU BEG AS I HAVE YOUR LIFE IN MY HANDS. BUT AFTER MUCH MUCH OF YOUR BEGGING, I'D STILL SHOOT, AND LAUGH.
USELESS PIECE OF SHIT.

I hate these thoughts I have. But I can't help it. Why am I turning into such a demon. Should I be concerned? But Oh boy does this feel good saying that stuff.

[Aspiringanonymous]

Hello there,

I have experienced uncontrollable rage of this sort towards certain people in the past before, so I can understand what must be going through your mind after thinking and saying these things. It is scary to lose self-control, but usually there is a reason behind it - perhaps feeling severely indignated or hurt by that person. Anger is a response to some form of perceived unfairness, thus extreme anger would reflect something that is seen as extremely wrong. Unless you are randomly becoming enraged by several different people for no apparent reason, I wouldn't think that this constitutes a subject of concern in itself, as it is a specific effect of a specific cause.

It's okay to rant, to let all of that anger out of your system - just be careful not to end up actually hurting yourself or any others in the heat of the moment. If the very thought of this person is unendurable, then make an effort to distance from them as much as possible. With sufficient time and space, these feelings will subside, but as always, it's important to be patient with yourself.

May there be inner peace for you. :hug3:

[spirowilliam]

To come out from the depression there is number of sites are available which helpful to come out from the depression. You can also concern the psychiatric to get the better result.

[Art_dude]

Maya giving an amazing post again :rolleyes:

I don't really have much to add. You're not a bad person, and unless (as Maya said) you're feeling this way towards every individual for no apparent reason, you don't need to be concerned. Anger and rage are only heightened and intensified by puberty as well, so before you're too scared by your emotions, know that a good percentage of that is pure hormones.

It 'feels so good' because you're releasing a shit load of tension! Don't be afraid to let it all out - venting is definitely healthy, and definitely encouraged here ;)
Do you want to tell us why you feel this way about your friend? Maybe we can give some insight.

[Babobobo]

Maya giving an amazing post again :rolleyes:

I don't really have much to add. You're not a bad person, and unless (as Maya said) you're feeling this way towards every individual for no apparent reason, you don't need to be concerned. Anger and rage are only heightened and intensified by puberty as well, so before you're too scared by your emotions, know that a good percentage of that is pure hormones.

It 'feels so good' because you're releasing a shit load of tension! Don't be afraid to let it all out - venting is definitely healthy, and definitely encouraged here ;)
Do you want to tell us why you feel this way about your friend? Maybe we can give some insight.


thanks, it's sometime later now, but I stil have anger. I hate her because she's a horrible person and says I lack empathy, when all she does is sit on her ass all day while i do school stuff all summer long, maintaining a good GPA while she fails at everything. Yet, she gets it good in life and thinks she can deal the cards. And you know what's sad? I think I'm jealous that she can do anything she wants but does nothing to deserve it even if she tricks herself into thinking she does. But i literally would not care if she was tortured, she's turned everybody against me and always talks behind my back.

[Art_dude]

.... WOW. That literally sounds exactly like the situation I'm in with my mom. I'm homeschooled, and so all of my work is done on my computer which is emailed to my teachers... my hard drive crashed last month and so the entire summer I've been playing catch up while my mom has been basically sitting on her ass all day. But anyway.. back to you.

The long and short of it, is that I know exactly how you feel. It's not at all sad that you're jealous she can do anything she wants - any human being would be jealous of her situation. Heck, I'm jealous and I don't even know her lol. She gets to do what she wants all day (undeservedly) while you work your ass off and get nothing in return! The world can be unfair like that. And turning people against you certainly doesn't help her on the rating of a good friend. Bottom line of this situation: A crummy situation happened. You saw her true colours. You deserve someone better as a friend. And it's time to move on before your anger makes you feel sick. Feel free to PM me...

[The Flightless Hawk]

everyone gets feelings like these, you just need to vent, but you should never act out these thoughts and feelings.

[kevinchaapel]

An ideal depression treatment plan includes options for psychotherapy, cognitive-behavioral therapy, expert advice and antidepressant medications all together. Humans are clearly unique, and the right treatment for one person may not fit another.Do spend time with positive self-talk, positive beliefs, feelings, emotional, Mood Diary, etc. Also prepare a collection of positive memories. It should also be for psychotherapy and the work of a good therapist.