I think/know I have depression

[bvc123q]

I sience i was like mabe 7-8 have went crazy over the slightest thing said by my dad mostly because he says the meanest things, at 8-9 i felt less intrested by stuff and my dad was still hurting me making me feel horrible. 9-10 i tried and tried again to tell my dad to stop and told my mom to talk to my dad and even told other faimly members but all i got back was " your just a drama king ",At 11 i thought i was depressed i got intrested in depression tried to seek help but never felt better i awalys feel sad sometimes i need 200 mg of caffine just to get motivated i sleep fine but life is just bland and when a small sad event happens im sad depressed in a dark world, i think about death, hell, pain, loosing my mom, its very hard, at 12-present ive admitted to friends im depressed but took it back because of embressment i got teased and only one other friend i could trust i talked to, i usally text her when i have depression "outbreaks" when i feel more than hurt more than sad, i try not to get angry and i dont i never feel happy for more than 10 min. my school grades are suffering because i dont feel motivated enough to do the slightest good job, i got in a gifted shool yet i cannot pass not becase i cant under stand just because i feel depressed and non motivated, i dont want to fail this year again i want to ace it, im down to almost tears now when i think about it, i try to tell my parents but i just dont have the guts, and i feel they will say like they aways do when i act sad or depressed "drama king",
Q's
What should i do?
how should i do it
what help is avalable
do you beliveve i have depression
how severe is it?
And i wander if i can get meds can i?

[georgiamay]

well, no one hear can diagnose depression, but from what you've said, i think its possible, and maybe you should get some help. Maybe you could go and talk to your doctor about it or something, they will take you seriously.

I think it's good you have a friend you can talk to when you feel like that, it should really help you.

None of us can give you a diagnosis, but a doctor can, so please if you are really concerned, see your doctor.

VM/PM me if you ever want to talk.

[bvc123q]

Thanks, anyone else have idea's?

[Jason Ruechel]

I'm sorry for whats happening to you. I wish I could help but I dont know what to say.

[welcome_to_chaos]

tell someone, school conceler,tech,friend parents, anyone
sit them down and just say it then explain more in depth
there is alwasys phyciatric help
you might but im not a doctor. thats ur best bet for geting help. thru them u can get meds (if needed) therepy etc.

hope this helped :)