I don't know what to do

[Obscene Eyedeas]

When everything begins to fall apart what can you do? When you fight but you become entrapped from all angles. You are encased in your own mind and you cannot break free from irrationality. You hope for help but noone can see you through the pane of glass you place around yourself. You encase yourself in one way glass and box yourself in, away from help. You try to reach out for help but you bounce off off the mirror and you so desperately want help but can't reach it. I feel like my prison is shrinking and I am being crushed and yet noone sees it. I try for help with one person but he sees my cries and mistakes them for hatred of who he is and what he stands for. I want his help but I can't reach it, I just wish he could read this

[Fiending_the_freedom]

When we send out cries of help, sometimes they are not as obvious as we think they are, and we take this as being ignored.
But obviously you know you have everyone here for support