my habitual ways

[silentfantasy]

i am in mourning for my lost soul
my dead soul
the anger i have toward my habitual ways
i long for the naive stupidity
and their close-minded thoughts
their delicate ways so fragile and weak

ignorance and arrogance invade
and consume their minds,
leaving me the one to blame

i feel like im the only one who sees clear
and i dont know why
and i dont even try
to reason why
i just sit there and cry
patiently waiting for death to arrive
i hold it against myself for not being blind

caught in a daze
a blur of hope and faith
when there really is none
and they are empty
and we are empty
and im the only one who realizes the truth
and for that, i hate my habitual ways

[serial-thrilla]

pretty good.. did you write that yourself?

[silentfantasy]

thank you...and yes i did