Vurtine
July 26th, 2010, 04:46 AM
Sexuality
Okay so for some time now I've been imagining doing things with boys. But when I've pictured it in my mind, I can't do it. I do have like little crushes on some guys but that's only if they are really good looking. I can sometimes imagine myself doing little things but I wouldnt do them In reality. But on the other hand, I do get turned on by girls and I can imagine myself dating one (but I wouldnt feel comfortable dating anyone from any gender). I do prefer guys to girls, but I couldnt do anything to a guy, only to girls.
Drugs & Alcohol
So I do smoke now and then, and I started in January of 2010. I've recently also tried weed (which is really nice). I also started to get lazy on school work and failed to hand in any work at school. I also drink alot when I'm at house parties. (I was 14) and I fell in a bush and fell asleep and I wouldnt wake up for around an hour in my mates garden.
Mood Swings
I sometimes feel like smacking people in the face if they are acting really immature around me or if they are being childish to annoy me purposely. I cba with my family anymore because all they do is moan at me constantly and I just want them all to f**k off and leave me to do what I want and leave me to think about things and let me have time on my own.
Body Changes
I've grown quite a bit of pubic hair and I can see more sprouting. My penis has recently grown and I've grown massively over the past months. I went from a shoe size of 7 to a 9/10 (UK Mens Sizes) and I've lost weight from growing taller. I also sweat alot more and do get areas which smell more than they did before I started all of these changes.
Is this normal? Because i'm kinda confused at the moment....
Please hilight anything which you think is normal or a worry.
Thanks :)
Okay so for some time now I've been imagining doing things with boys. But when I've pictured it in my mind, I can't do it. I do have like little crushes on some guys but that's only if they are really good looking. I can sometimes imagine myself doing little things but I wouldnt do them In reality. But on the other hand, I do get turned on by girls and I can imagine myself dating one (but I wouldnt feel comfortable dating anyone from any gender). I do prefer guys to girls, but I couldnt do anything to a guy, only to girls.
Drugs & Alcohol
So I do smoke now and then, and I started in January of 2010. I've recently also tried weed (which is really nice). I also started to get lazy on school work and failed to hand in any work at school. I also drink alot when I'm at house parties. (I was 14) and I fell in a bush and fell asleep and I wouldnt wake up for around an hour in my mates garden.
Mood Swings
I sometimes feel like smacking people in the face if they are acting really immature around me or if they are being childish to annoy me purposely. I cba with my family anymore because all they do is moan at me constantly and I just want them all to f**k off and leave me to do what I want and leave me to think about things and let me have time on my own.
Body Changes
I've grown quite a bit of pubic hair and I can see more sprouting. My penis has recently grown and I've grown massively over the past months. I went from a shoe size of 7 to a 9/10 (UK Mens Sizes) and I've lost weight from growing taller. I also sweat alot more and do get areas which smell more than they did before I started all of these changes.
Is this normal? Because i'm kinda confused at the moment....
Please hilight anything which you think is normal or a worry.
Thanks :)