Strange Feeling...

[Pudd]

I've stayed down in England with my grandparents for about 2 and a half weeks, and I've just returned home today.
It's a tip. Dogs running a mock, it's dirty and un-kept. This made me upset. Very upset. I realise we're a struggling working class family, my parents get up at 4AM to make bread to sell at the local store before starting a full day of work.

I love my parents. I love my dogs. But coming back after a break has made me realise that I'm not happy here. I want to live in England, in a normal house, where my parents can sustain a decent income with regular hours.
I miss just being able to visit family whenever it suits. I miss being able to walk down the road to catch the bus into town in 30 minutes instead of it having to be a day trip.
I miss the company of my family.

I'm really unhappy here, but if I told my mum and dad, it'd break their hearts... I just want to live with my grandparents in a normal house, which is tidy with nice decorations which is comfy and well kept.

Can someone help me?
I don't know how, I just need some help on how to overcome this terrible feeling...

[Paladino]

Just explain to your Mum and Dad how you feel, whats the worst that could happen, they will understand.

[Ramiro]

I know how you feel as I'm in a place that I don't like either. I don't know how to get through my situation either so I'm probably not the best for giving advice but you're best just talking to someone you trust about it.