I'm sick and tired of it all!!!!

[Seeker94]

I havent posted in awhile cuz well I thought I was doing pretty good but now that I think about it I havent done anything but delay the inevatable....My life just seems to be spinning out of control and I dont know how to stop it! everything happens at once and hardly anything good comes with it.....I cant tell anyone I really know as in my family cuz they will probably lock me away this time.....I have told my BFF that I wont cut and everything is great but the truth of the matter is that it's not and I'm sooooo close to finding something...anything I can find to just take it all away.....I want to be better for everyone I know but I just find myself lieing everywhere I turn.....what's going to happen next....I just dont know but what I need is some kind of help if you can give it....

[ackmedsgirl666]

first of all DO NOT CUT
secondly you gotta stop lying because in the end it will end up hurting everyone around you. if you need serious help you need to talk to someone. call kids help phone seek a counclillor or write down your feelings in a diary
do anything to distract yourself but don't cut whatever you do because it really doesn't do any good. i just think you shouldreally consider the many options you have, cutting and other methods of self harm are never an answer for anything.
i hope things work out for you

[Aspiringanonymous]

If you want to be helped, you've got to ask for that help first. It might not seem easy, but no matter what it'll still be worthwhile - if this current state of mind is allowed to continue unchallenged, it's hard to say what could happen. Listen to your intuition, the one that's been sensing something direly wrong with the way thing are.

You are right, what goes up must inevitably come back down at some point, but keep in mind that it goes the other way as well. It will fluctuate up and down, but never fully staying constant - but as time goes on and new elements and insights are introduced into your life, a time will come when you will be able to keep the fluctuation within a reasonable scope. Not too high, not too low. That's the end result you're aiming for.

When you are unable to trust yourself, don't ever be afraid to seek help, it's the best thing you can do at this point, and it's what those that care for you will want you to do as well. You have nothing to lose by trying.

If you need someone to talk to, I am here. Take care for now. :hug3: