Im failing myself =(

[LiTTleBrok3nDolly]

i just cut myself on my leg for the first time ever about half an hour ago. Nothing deep, just a scrape and it stung, then itched like heck and now i feel bad, i might resort to cutting to my legs now instead of my arm cause no one will suspect that. I'll be wearing sandals so the scars wont be noticeable, if i go swimming ill just put on waterproof makeup. My legs are gonna looks like elephant skin =( Oh well. Life goes on.

[Death]

Why are you cutting yourself? What's wrong? Will cutting yourself improve it?

[Filipe]

You shouldn't cut yourself... It's not the cowards way out, because you never leave.. It's the cowards way in... You have hundreds of people here with the same problem as you and you just ignore it and do the same they do? Isn't that selfish? You need to set an example.. Not get someone to tell you where you should muitilate your body...
Just talk to someone... You seriously need help...

I'm here if you need me.. Take care hun, I wish you the best.

[Death]

I'm not sure if they can help it. If they could, why do it?

[LiTTleBrok3nDolly]

You shouldn't cut yourself... It's not the cowards way out, because you never leave.. It's the cowards way in... You have hundreds of people here with the same problem as you and you just ignore it and do the same they do? Isn't that selfish? You need to set an example.. Not get someone to tell you where you should muitilate your body...
Just talk to someone... You seriously need help...

I'm here if you need me.. Take care hun, I wish you the best.

im trying to set an example by saying that even though i relapse i try and try again. I have a doll i harm and im trying to harm her more than myself. Im not letting anyone tell me where to harm myself, i just couldnt cut my arm anymore and i went to my leg instead. Im not following anyone by where theyre cutting, thats stupid of me, i dont know what theyre going through and its like im mocking them. I dont do that i try to help others by telling them what they should do, i may be a hyporcrite but im trying to help myself at the same time and if that means i always relapse, so be it, at least i try.