Cutting in Top Secret =(

[LiTTleBrok3nDolly]

I have a high bed, that has storage at the bottom and my dad and i agree that i can get a semi-bunk bed so that i can more space. PROBLEM is that i can hide the fact im gonna be still cutting. I wont tell him or my mom obviously, but i will be able to cut more and more like ive wanted to for a while.

But its bad, thank goodness i have a dull blade, not good. I NEED a sharp one, my gosh, i need a brand new blade, i know where to look for them. I just hope i get my new bed soon. :l

Im going to be dead soon :l

[georgiamay]

hun, you know its bad, you said it yourself. maybe its time you got some help? but first thing i think you should do it throw away your blade. you know its bad, and if you get a sharp one, everything will get worse. think about it, you know you will regret it if you do.

i know it seems really hard, but you need to get rid of all temptation, including the blade, if you want to stop. you might sit there and tell yourself that you dont want to stop, but you know that you do want to, you know its bad.

you can PM or VM me if ever need to talk. hope i helped :)

[ShinigamiMaiden]

You need to try and tell yourself that you don't want to cut no matter how much you do, because I know that you really want to give up. Like Georgia said, it would be a good idea to get rid of your blade instead of getting a new one. It would help you alot. It's hard I know but you have to stay strong because inside you know that you don't want to do it.

[crims0nbl00d]

I think you should get some help, cutting is a horrible addiction that can over take you and your life ive been there its a hard struggle, try and throw away your blade, I know its hard ive been there but its a big step. if you need to talk to someone to talk to through out your journey of stopping or just someone to talk to there is a link in my signature that you can go, or talk to me anytime. its going to take time dont give up if you start falling back, we all fall at some point but the best thing is to not give up, I know if you have the will and power to do it you can. I believe in you

[Mike321]

As the other have said, it would be a really good idea to get rid of your blade, its a hard thing to do, but a really big step in the right direction.
I gave up and got something sharper and I still regret it now
You have all of us on here for support and help, and maybe seeing a councillor or something would help too
PM me anytime

[LiTTleBrok3nDolly]

I am seeing a coucilor for this