1_21Guns
July 17th, 2010, 08:38 AM
The slits in her eyes
Saw the thousands of tears I cried
She watched them break apart
She saw the days my memory failed to remember
Her differently sized ears
Heard the screams my parents never heard
She heard every word
Every plea and every curse
Her black nose
Smelt the metallic smell of blood
She smelt the blade as it scarred my skin forever
Line after line endlessly counting the days till the end
Her fur coated body
Felt the coldness of my skin
She rubbed herself against me
Trying to calm the emotions
And for all of this,
Not one word of what she saw will ever be said.
For she cannot speak as I do,
She cannot fill in the blanks for me.
My head is just a never ending black hole
And everything else is slowly slipping into it
Every memory I held onto so dearly
Has faded like the rest of my frayed past
She’s the only one who knows.
Saw the thousands of tears I cried
She watched them break apart
She saw the days my memory failed to remember
Her differently sized ears
Heard the screams my parents never heard
She heard every word
Every plea and every curse
Her black nose
Smelt the metallic smell of blood
She smelt the blade as it scarred my skin forever
Line after line endlessly counting the days till the end
Her fur coated body
Felt the coldness of my skin
She rubbed herself against me
Trying to calm the emotions
And for all of this,
Not one word of what she saw will ever be said.
For she cannot speak as I do,
She cannot fill in the blanks for me.
My head is just a never ending black hole
And everything else is slowly slipping into it
Every memory I held onto so dearly
Has faded like the rest of my frayed past
She’s the only one who knows.