my old best friend reading my blogs.

[EternalPrayer]

She's not exactly my best friend anymore, she dumped me to be popular and ignores me like a total stranger but from time to time she reads my blogg. I know that because xanga has this tracking thing that i can see every person who comes by my blogg,which pages she reads,what time and who if they log in and she wasn't very smart to loggin to read my stuff. We don't talk anymore~ and i do hear that she does backstabb me but why would she read my blogg, does it really benifit her? everytime i see that she's read 'this' blog or 'that' one...i feel....strange?

help~

[Scarface]

This sounds to me like she just might be curious of how you're doing. Even though someone may hate you doesn't mean they won't stalk a profile or look at how someone is feeling.I would just leave it. Don't write anything intentionally to get her attention, but just continue writing blogs like you usually do. Don't let what her nosy self does impact the way you speak. If she really wants to know let her read, you have nothing to hide. Was the "not friends anymore" because of the blog?

[EternalPrayer]

Was the "not friends anymore" because of the blog?

err~ it all started when she met these really popular girls and she joined them into wearing makeup~ she wears makeup everyday~ i couldn't even reckonize her anymore through all the layers of makeup. i felt..uncomfortable with her....cause she looked so pretty which made me want to be pretty too~ but i understood...i needed to be myself...and somewhat i felt pressured. i felt depressed everyday~ until i met new people. My whole group spilt~ our ways and i am happy with the friends i am with now...but i see her often,looking sharp and...having the fame & spotlight. I don't post anything about her onto myblog,never have. Dealing with her...is so hard when i see her at school, everytime she looks at me...makes me feel so lowclass....cause...she's so pretty. :(

[Scarface]

Hun don't think you ever have to wear a bunch of make up to make yourself look popular or pretty. Just be yourself and be happy with the friends you have. Just because she wants to go run off and be like everyone doesn't mean you have to do that too. I'm sure you look fine without it. Even though it may be harder to look at her because she has make up, just think to yourself every time you see her. "I don't have to put make up on to make myself look fabulous, I already do"

[Dog Desab]

Hun don't think you ever have to wear a bunch of make up to make yourself look popular or pretty. Just be yourself and be happy with the friends you have. Just because she wants to go run off and be like everyone doesn't mean you have to do that too. I'm sure you look fine without it. Even though it may be harder to look at her because she has make up, just think to yourself every time you see her. "I don't have to put make up on to make myself look fabulous, I already do"

best quote ever imho, i agree dont fall under the pressure of other girls be your natural self. show people you are always you, with no make-up. dont judge yourself based on appearance, judge thru your actions and the good things you do. dont let her reading your blogs bother you...