Fuck, I did it again.

[REGRET]

I cut myself yesterday. I had been clean for over a month and the pressure got to me. I was at my breaking point and I had been there for days, I couldn't stand it anymore, I just wanted to end the thoughts about if I should cut or not.
I hate myself, I let myself down. I thought it was over.

[XomaggsoX]

Dont hate yourself!!!

[enjoying_my_insanity]

its ok dont hate yourself just pick up the pieces and move on. try to break your record of one month without cutting we all care about you here on VT and hold on even when you feel like you physically cant anymore hang on there and do it for YOU not for anyone else. your the only "MESS" there is and you are a great person and you cannot be replaced. if you ever need to talk im here for you *hugs you through the computer*

[1_21Guns]

so your annoyed at yourself for giving in?
more of a reason to pick yourself back up and try again.
you have a target to aim for, so you just need to reach and exceed it.
stopping self harm is a long process, and nobody ever said it was easy.
but it's very worth it in the end.
feeling a little annoyed at yourself for cracking is healthy,
but hating yourself won't do you any favours, i'll just give you another reason to do it.
best of luck, PM me if you want to talk anytime.

[REGRET]

But now becase I gave in, I feel like I can cut anytime. It's not worth it to fight the urges you know? When I managed not to do it for a month I had a reason not to cut because I had been clean for so long. It's hard to explain.

[Death]

If you feel depressed about anything, always remember to talk it through with someone you can trust. A problem shared is a problem halved. But do not ever cut yourself. That doesn't solve the problem, it merely creates a new one.

[REGRET]

I know it only creates problems but it makes me feel so much better so I can't help it, but I will try to stop, again.
And about the talking through part, I don't have anyone that I trust that much.

[dosyedafzal]

don;t hate your self

[sarah newman]

i cut myself yesterdayy 2 and i was clean for over a month.
i no it makes life depressing but i hope u and me have both realised that we shouldnt have cut, coz it makes it even more annoyin to no u have been clean for over a month then u and me muck it up :(
a month is a big achievement tho, just coz u slipped yesterdayy doesnt mean u should carry on doing it
pm me any time
best of luck xxx :)