I want to cut myself

[Schizophrenia]

I'm free from cutting 3 months and every day it becomes harder and harder not to cut myself.I have been in mental hospital and i take medicaments but i still want to cut myself.I don't cut myself only because i promised my mum that i will never do that again but it's really hard to persist...i can't take it anymore :(
What's wrong with me?
I hate myself :(:(:(

[crims0nbl00d]

dont hate yourself we all go through that, there is no reason to hate yourself for it. try drawing smiley faces on your arm instade of cutting or scribbling on paper, we have all been there it is a hard battle. come here www.openheartswithopenarms.weebly.com I know someone you can talk to about this. ive been cutting for 4 years. its been a year since i started to stop and i still have the urges it does get better though. there is nothing wrong with you

[Schizophrenia]

thank you :)

[Scarface]

Don't ever hate yourself because of this problem. This is an addiction. You were so used to doing it regularly and when you stopped it's almost like a withdraw where you crave it. You stopped for 3 months and you have come so far. Why give that all up? You made a promise to your mom, she must care an awful lot about you. Please don't hurt her.

Think about her and what she would do every time you want to cut. There;s nothing wrong with you. It's something I went through when I stopped and as hard as it was for me I got past it. I got involved in activities. I made sure I kept my hands busy as well as my mind. I started to hang out with friends more. Anything so I just didn't have too much time on my hands to even think about it.

I know you can continue the quitting. Just please do yourself a favor as well as your mom and don't do it. I'm always here to help if you need someone to talk to VM me anytime. Don't give up. i believe you can do it. You made it thus far don't give in.

[Schizophrenia]

Don't ever hate yourself because of this problem. This is an addiction. You were so used to doing it regularly and when you stopped it's almost like a withdraw where you crave it. You stopped for 3 months and you have come so far. Why give that all up? You made a promise to your mom, she must care an awful lot about you. Please don't hurt her.

Think about her and what she would do every time you want to cut. There;s nothing wrong with you. It's something I went through when I stopped and as hard as it was for me I got past it. I got involved in activities. I made sure I kept my hands busy as well as my mind. I started to hang out with friends more. Anything so I just didn't have too much time on my hands to even think about it.

I know you can continue the quitting. Just please do yourself a favor as well as your mom and don't do it. I'm always here to help if you need someone to talk to VM me anytime. Don't give up. i believe you can do it. You made it thus far don't give in.

thank you :)
I'm trying to keep my hands busy but nothing can replace cutting and i can't stop think about it,i can't even concentrate to other things :(
I hope i can continue quitting :rolleyes:

[crims0nbl00d]

if you have the support and will to stop i think you will be able to :] talk to me anytime, ill do what i can to help you.
just remember quitting is going to take sometime. the best way to stop is to remove what you use from your possession, if you cant have someone else do it for you.
try art when you get the urge draw anything that comes to mind. its really helpful to me..even if your not a good artist it doesnt matter drawing no matter what it looks like is very therapeutic or even painting