I'm scared.

[screamtobeheard]

I haven't posted on here in awhile. Because I'd stopped cutting for awhile. But then I started again. Which was stupid. I know, it's always stupid. But it was extra stupid because it's summer and people will see. So I purposely scatter the cuts. One here, one there. But my parents keep noticing and they're suspicious. And somehow I keep having two cuts in places I meant to only cut once. Which is blowing my cover of random cuts. I'm terrified. I've been threatened with therapy if they keep showing up and I just don't know what to do. Any advice?

[Fiction]

I think trying to stop is a good idea. But i know that's so hard to do. But if you've stopped before what's stopping you from doing it again? Trying can't hurt anyway?
Maybe them finding out won't be that bad? I know it's scary but maybe it won't be that bad. Maybe therapy is what you need and maybe it will help? I really hope that whatever happens it's not too terrible :( Good luck :) Pm me if you want to talk :)

[screamtobeheard]

Yeah, I know I should try to stop. And yes, I have technically stopped. But the thing is, even when I'm not cutting, I'm just self harming in other ways. I was slamming my head against doors and floors and hitting myself. All in all, I'm not sure if it was better or worse than the cutting, but basically it's like I've never really stopped, just changed.
I hope you're right. Maybe it won't be bad. My mom says she won't be mad at me if I tell her I cut. But the way she's acting now, I think she's lying...But I hope it's not too bad too. Thanks for your input. (:

[Fiction]

No problem. To me it sounds like she laready knows and that it will be better for all of you if you just admit to it :/ Hope it all works out :)

[crims0nbl00d]

its not stupid..your not stupid. its a tough battle you cant go through alone. you need support and help through it we all stumble and we all end up doing it again at least once,

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[screamtobeheard]

that's really encouraging. thanks for your support. i'll check out that site. :)

[dizzydinosaur]

Cut in places which can't be seen by parents. I cut where my bra sits on my sides and on my side/upper thigh where it's covered by knickers.

Obviously trying to stop is a better option, but if you're desperate..

[screamtobeheard]

Yeah, that's probably a good idea. I mean, yes. Stopping is, indeed obviously a better option, but somehow I feel like it's not like one day you're cutting, the next day you're not. Soo, thanks for the advice.

[sarah newman]

nothings wrong wiv youu- well, what i mean by that is your not crazy for cutting, but youu do need help and support to stop.
It is summer- and thats the thing i h8 to. Its easier when its winter coz you can wear long sleeved clothing, but youu cant change the weather.
You have all of us on here to support youu and guide youu,b ut only you can choose weather to stop or not. I think stoping is a good idea.
Hope this helps :) just try to stop and see where it leads youu, keep yourself busy x