my heart is thouroughly broken.

[Fiending_the_freedom]

I'm scared I am going to hurt myself.



Owen just broke up with me last night.

Totally out of the blue, such a surprise.



He told me he doesn't feel th emotional connection anymore.

I say BULLSHIT. (i didn't say that to him, i just started crying and ran out)



I am a mess. I can sleep, i cant eat, i can't think.



I am so deeply in love with him. I don't know what I am going to do with myself.



He says its nothing i've done, but i find that hard to beleive since he's been critisizing eveything i do and focusing on my flaw and then decides he wants to leave me.



What the hell am i going to do?

I can't function. I dont want to think of a future without him.



I thought we were going to move in together, get married, have kids, the whole deal.



how could he do this to me.



I would do ANYTHING for that boy.



We're suppose to meet up and talk today.

I'm pleading to god he will change his mind, if not today, a week, a month, i don't care, i'd take him back in a heartbeat.



Hes breaking my heart, and it hurts oh so bad.



And then theres the fact that i have herpes from him.

when do you ever catch something like that but luckly from someone you love and want to be with for good.

But no, he ruined that and now i'm going to be alone forever.



and then theres the abortion.

I only got one because i knew i'd have his kids eventually.

Oh god how I wanted to have his baby.



I didn't see this comming at all.

I don't understand how he could just stop loving me.



I am so hurt. and confused, and upset.



This is NOT good.

[Paladino]

I can only imagin how you feel right now and I hope you feel better soon. I do not believe that he can have just stopped loving you that quickly, he may have been loving you less and less over time or there is some other reason, there is NO way he could just wake up one morning and decide he doesnt love you anymore, maybe you should talk to him and ask him why he doesnt love you anymore and what caused him to stop loving you so easily.

[kyle95]

The stats are against these relationships. Teen love seldom has a successful lead into adult life. Obviously you put a lot more into this relationship than he did. We all sometimes turn a blind eye to things. I'm sure the signals were there but you didn't want to believe it. I wish I can say something comforting but I've often heard it said by older people, there's no quick fix, you have to ride out the storm and this process will make you a lot stronger and less susceptible to being hurt. If you beg to go back you're setting yourself up to an abusive relationship. Don't do it. He'll know he has the upper hand and he'll play you like a violin. A relationship must be based on mutual love, respect, and a determined effort to succeed from both. Clearly he's not ready for this. I would advise you to move on, but it's easy for me to say that because I'm not the one going through hell at the moment. Whatever you do, harming yourself is not the answer, you'll simply be speeding up the process for him to find someone else. Stay busy, be with understanding friends and truly reflect OBJECTIVELY on the relationship thus far, you'll be surprised by what you discover. These little discoveries will ease the pain as you realise he never had his heart in it. Good luck

[Fiending_the_freedom]

What does "I've been thinking about my unaccomplished life, and comming to some obscure conclusions " mean?

[Iron Man]

I am truly sorry for that. You know, there are always people out there. You will find someone else who is a great and honest person. This was just a speed bump for the countless things to come in life. Obviously, he felt that he wasn`t worthy to be with someone as great as you.

[Rutherford The Brave]

I'm scared I am going to hurt myself.



Owen just broke up with me last night.

Totally out of the blue, such a surprise.



He told me he doesn't feel th emotional connection anymore.

I say BULLSHIT. (i didn't say that to him, i just started crying and ran out)



I am a mess. I can sleep, i cant eat, i can't think.



I am so deeply in love with him. I don't know what I am going to do with myself.



He says its nothing i've done, but i find that hard to beleive since he's been critisizing eveything i do and focusing on my flaw and then decides he wants to leave me.



What the hell am i going to do?

I can't function. I dont want to think of a future without him.



I thought we were going to move in together, get married, have kids, the whole deal.



how could he do this to me.



I would do ANYTHING for that boy.



We're suppose to meet up and talk today.

I'm pleading to god he will change his mind, if not today, a week, a month, i don't care, i'd take him back in a heartbeat.



Hes breaking my heart, and it hurts oh so bad.



And then theres the fact that i have herpes from him.

when do you ever catch something like that but luckly from someone you love and want to be with for good.

But no, he ruined that and now i'm going to be alone forever.



and then theres the abortion.

I only got one because i knew i'd have his kids eventually.

Oh god how I wanted to have his baby.



I didn't see this comming at all.

I don't understand how he could just stop loving me.



I am so hurt. and confused, and upset.



This is NOT good.

I feel like he's not being honest with you. Stay strong, sleep, eat, and take control. If you really want him back, you should take care of yourself first. I can only offer a few words of advise love, "Praise the God of all, Drink the Wine, and Let the World be the World."