ugh.

[1_21Guns]

possibly sat in every cutter's dream. All be it an unexpected place. A dream none the less. I'm in an art room. Surrounded by sharp implements. All alone. Nobody really knows i'm here. Not sure if thats good or not. My best friend wont be back for another half an hour. And i daren't move. 32nd day today. Assuming i make it. I found a sharper blade last night. A lot sharper. Children are walking past like i'm not really here. Hey. Maybe i'm not. I don't know anymore. This was a pointless post. Guess i just needed to sit and write before i picked one of the 30 at least sharp objects around me up. :/

[Kaius]

You'll make it, don't worry. If you need to talk you know where i am, don't give up you're stronger than that :)

[1_21Guns]

Thanks Aaron, I didnt thankfully, then when i did pick one of them up, i heard my best friend coming so it went straight back down :)

[Scarface]

Thanks Aaron, I didnt thankfully, then when i did pick one of them up, i heard my best friend coming so it went straight back down :)

I'm glad you put it down. You made the right decision, having 34 days is quite the accomplishment. I can completely understand the urges part and the temptation to just feel the knives. It's all a mind game. It's your old habits and mentality trying to make you think it's okay. It's really not okay. You have to keep your old self and habits at the back of your mind and remember what you went through to get where you are now.

I know for me I certainly wouldn't and won't want to go back to the old me. I certainly don't want you to. I hated that fake "need" feeling. I'm glad you were strong Natalie. You have to fend those swarming thoughts and I know you can do it. You know you have me whenever you need someone to talk to. Just try your best to stay away from that room, as best as you can.

[1_21Guns]

I'm glad you put it down. You made the right decision, having 34 days is quite the accomplishment. I can completely understand the urges part and the temptation to just feel the knives. It's all a mind game. It's your old habits and mentality trying to make you think it's okay. It's really not okay. You have to keep your old self and habits at the back of your mind and remember what you went through to get where you are now.

I know for me I certainly wouldn't and won't want to go back to the old me. I certainly don't want you to. I hated that fake "need" feeling. I'm glad you were strong Natalie. You have to fend those swarming thoughts and I know you can do it. You know you have me whenever you need someone to talk to. Just try your best to stay away from that room, as best as you can.

Thanks Ronnie.. i'm probably gonna be sat in that room for atleast an hour every day this week though... but yeah. The knives are for art, idk where they've been, and its not safe to use them. So hopefully I won't even pick it up next time.

[Scarface]

Thanks Ronnie.. i'm probably gonna be sat in that room for atleast an hour every day this week though... but yeah. The knives are for art, idk where they've been, and its not safe to use them. So hopefully I won't even pick it up next time.

Please don't. Do yourself a favor. You are on a serious roll here. You can do this. You have made it thus far. Never give in to temptation no matter what the odds. You have a support system and a helping hand. Always here to help. If it helps when you go in there cross your arms maybe and look at the ground if that helps. Just don't even look at them. I know you can do it.

[1_21Guns]

Please don't. Do yourself a favor. You are on a serious roll here. You can do this. You have made it thus far. Never give in to temptation no matter what the odds. You have a support system and a helping hand. Always here to help. If it helps when you go in there cross your arms maybe and look at the ground if that helps. Just don't even look at them. I know you can do it.

thanks Ronnie, i'll try that. :)

[Mike321]

Your doing really well, you dont want to give in now
I know your a really strong person and wont give in, when you make it to the end of the week, you can feel really proud of yourself
Keep it up :)

[1_21Guns]

Your doing really well, you dont want to give in now
I know your a really strong person and wont give in, when you make it to the end of the week, you can feel really proud of yourself
Keep it up :)

thanks Mike :)