Aceso
June 30th, 2010, 02:18 PM
Recently I've felt cotting...isnt enough. Ever since the car crash I've felt I need more. I have started to minorly burn myself (like holding scalding eggs streight from hot water...wierd I know, but to my family its not suspicious as to why Im heating something up.). Ive also started to make myself throw up. I have only done it once and I diddnt do much but I feel like I need it. Im so angry with myelf though, because Im destroying my body in multiple ways...yet, I need it.
XxMurderedKissesxX
June 30th, 2010, 03:56 PM
I feel the same way. I cut, burn, and I have anorexia. When u feel the urge to burn, purge, or cut ; Try going out in public were its impossible for u to do these things. A small walk to a store. And if u come back and the urge isnt gone say in 15 minutes if I still want to, I will. If the 15 minutes is up, and u still need to see if u can go another 15 or clutch an ice cube in ur hand. If u burn ur self by heating things up, maybe avoid the kitchen as much as possible. As for the throwing up part, why not bite into ginger root or something equally strong. When I have the urge to cut, I slap my elastic band againest my wrist. When ive tried all of these and nothing works. I call up a friend, having ur mind on other things helps.
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