family problem

[michael]

my father liked to touch my penis when i was young.i didn't have any problems with that as i was just a kid. now,sometimes,he would do that again .i hate it and wished he would stop.but i dare not tell him not to.i m not afraid of my father.I just don't want to tell him about it.Is this molest,what he did to me?Sometimes i want to kill him.
He had a affair with the house maid years ago.We don't have a maid now.I don't know what happened between them clearly.But two months ago,there was a quarrel at home and he shouted that he wanted to fuck the then-maid a lot and he didn't have the chance to.And he also said that i would try to fuck a maid if we ever have another one.I want to get rid of him.Sometimes,i want to run away from home.
I am so sick of my family.I hope that after marrying my girlfriend,we two could start a better family.
Tell me what should i do and please,some advices.

[Qwerty113]

Tell the police. So they can deal with him, not you.

It's molestation. It's rape. It's wrong.

911.

[1_21Guns]

mhm. that is molesting if you didn't want him to do it, it's also child abuse.
which is ofc illegal.
tell someone if you want to make sure somethings done about it.
please don't turn violent towards him, as this could come back on you later.
but yeah, if you want to do something about it, go the right way about it.