need to let this out somewhere :/

[1_21Guns]

so basically, i stuck up for a friend because something two of my other "friends" did/said about her really pissed me off, guess some could say she asked for a little of it. but they went waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay too far.
so i had a rant on fb, was hardly major.
and one of the girls comments.
this about me?
so i just went mhm. not just you. but yeah.
and then this big argument broke out, with the two girls who were being horrible against me and my friends boyfriend.
they were calling him horrible things at the time... something like that anyway.
either way in the end i deleted the status, because it became stupidly pathetic.
so then the girl who asks me if my status was about her makes her own status about me, but mentions my name in it.
so i thought fair enough, immature. dont care.
then her and the other girl start commenting.
apparantly i'm a
"annorexic little suicidal bitch"
and a
"low life bitch"
and a
"pale spotty tramp"
says two girls who walk around looking like oranges and think its cool to tuck thier pants into thier socks >.<
but anyways. its getting to me quite a bit.
i know i shouldnt let it, and i dont really want to.
but i can't really help it.
it's like being bullied again...
probably will be when i go back in 2 weeks after work exp.
sigh. i can't do one thing right... i just get my head bitten off >.>
pretty much feel like carving what they've said about me into myself too...
because somethings telling me thier right... ugh.

[Scarface]

First of all they're not right about you. Just remember this >>says two girls who walk around looking like oranges and think its cool to tuck thier pants into thier socks because they have to try to "look" like they're worth something and they really aren't. The words that they spew are obviously to me and should be yourself irrelevant. Even though what they say are horrible, inappropriate, naive they shouldn't make you think that it's true because it's not.

It was a good deed you did by trying to help your friends and standing up for what is right and they simply have gotten defensive because they know you're right! So instead of admitting it they try a lower form by insulting you and making it look like they are the victim. Though in the end is wrong because it's your friends that were the victim.

There's nothing wrong with you Natalie just realize the fact that by you ending it and ignoring their immaturity and bull shit, you're the bigger person and this will all pass.
If you ever need someone to talk to I'm always here Nat <3

[1_21Guns]

thanks Ronnie :heart:

[Scarface]

Always here to help hun. Please don't allow these bimbo's (Excuse me lady's) to rent space in your head. You're the bigger person in this situation and you need to realize that they're wrong. You have no power over what people say, but when they show that much immaturity such as presented it shows their true colors. I hope everything gets better

:hug: :heart: