I fcked up.

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[Iron Man]

I understand how depression works. One individual can mean the difference between complete happiness and utter depression. You can try and make up with her, not assuring that it will work, but it is worth a try. Life is too short to dwell on mistakes, and you are at the very beginning of it. We all make mistakes, but we recover from them. Also, there will always be people that come and go, you just have to have patience. Please don`t end it all.

[soccer8]

well then it might help to just tell her what you have said on here then she might believe and she should believe you if she loves you back

[Wish]

Perhaps you could explain to your girlfriend what happened with those things you said and why the mood swings happen- then she'll be more likely to accept you and if it happens again. Relationships should be based upon trust and I think that, if you want to be with her for the long-term, letting her in on everything might help. You never know, she might tell you stuff she's been nervous about and holding back too.

Take her to the cinema or something and treat her :)

Look after yourself as well. If these mood swings are things that you cannot control and your emotional wellbeing is resting on one person then it might be adviseable for you to talk to someone.

Take care xx

[Qwerty113]

I've seen quite the few cases similar to this. Explain to her what happened, no matter what, try to get alone time with her, apologize for anything you might've said or done. Ask her what you can do in order for her to believe you. I'm pretty sure that'll get the job done.

Don't just give up yet, you've still got a life to complete. And assuming you're not 50 years old, you still have yet to experience life. Life has many beautiful and exotic things, the feeling of getting out of school must be exhilarating. It's like one day waking up in the arms of your parents, blinking your eye and having your own family. If one person leaves you, that's no reason to go kill yourself. As many have said before there are plenty of fish in the sea. And everyone, no matter who, has a somebody out there.

[Violetmonster]

me and my boyfriend do this alot
we get angry and one of us goes too far, but we don't really mean it.
if she loves you back, then she'll forgive you
just ask her if you can see her and try to explain, and if she doesn't believe you she can just leave you and get on with life.
anyone whoes worth it will give it another go, if they don't want to, maybe you could find someone who makes you happy again that would be more understanding x

[jovien]

i understand all that but she woould most likely think u killed urself becuase of her do u really want her to feel like that?? i hope not or else that would kinda be jacked but think about her happiness as well as urs love is giving up ur basicly soul pupose is to make that person happy but if u dont love her u think about urself