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REGRET
June 25th, 2010, 05:44 AM
I just feel like crying and cutting my brain out right now. I feel so bad for myself and at the same time i feel like a selfish spoiled bastard. There are people who have it alot worse than me, and still I sit here and feel pity for myself. My life doesn't suck really, I just don't like my life, the rountines and everything. I feel so bad and I don't understand how it has become like this.

The Redlight Bandit
June 25th, 2010, 05:49 AM
You need to figure this one out on your own, cuz ur the only one that knows wats rite 4 u.

Wish
June 25th, 2010, 07:38 AM
It sounds as if you're feeling really distressed right now, coupled with feeling guilty for wanting to hurt yourself as well as wanting to so much. Please don't feel guilty for how you're feeling- there's a quote I like; 'any problem in life is challenging to the one dealing with it and shouldn't be downplayed because someone out there seems to have it worse'. Perhaps that is something you could hold onto right now. Talk to someone about your problems and I'm sure that they wouldn't say you were being selfish or anything like that.

Distractions of sorts might work for you?

natt
June 26th, 2010, 03:07 PM
just because your problems may not be ''all that bad'' they can still have a huge affect on you.
your not stupid or selfish at alllll :)
i think its just more people than others find it hard to cope, espically when it feels like everything is comign at all sides, even if it is little things they build up and cutting feels like a pressure realese,
your not alone don't worry about expressing your feelings at all we understand and you can get through this
take care :)
x

xgeekyrocksx
June 27th, 2010, 09:23 AM
your not selfish hun, just the fact that your cutting shows you have some reason to feel bad. sometimes its hard to find an answer to why your upset as its so many little reasons!! along with some bigger ones. so alone they dont mean much.. i hope you figure out how you feel and feel better soon xxx

MadManWithaBox
June 27th, 2010, 09:47 AM
You're not selfish, you're just... sad. There's no shame in it. You just need to talk to people. Discuss your problems, change your routines, and get.. happy.

REGRET
June 28th, 2010, 07:55 AM
You're not selfish, you're just... sad. There's no shame in it. You just need to talk to people. Discuss your problems, change your routines, and get.. happy.

It's just that I don't have anyone to talk to..

MadManWithaBox
June 28th, 2010, 10:27 AM
You can talk to me. Drop me a PM

REGRET
June 28th, 2010, 04:50 PM
You can talk to me. Drop me a PM
Really? Thank you <3

MadManWithaBox
June 28th, 2010, 05:03 PM
Course anytime, 24/7/

tpzy94
June 28th, 2010, 08:00 PM
its only as bad as yuu make it really trust me sum1's situation is way worse than yuur give it tyme n b patient really

Kaya
June 30th, 2010, 10:21 PM
I know how you feel (about being selfish)...I always sit and think about suicide when there are 6 year old kids taking care of there parents babies while they get beat. I feel like a bitch.