Skate_kid63
June 24th, 2010, 01:25 AM
For some reason i cant sleep and im not sad over anything im just sad over something i cant find like its hidden inside me i feel like crying and i dont know why i know i dont have it as bad as others but i feel like im really sad and im confused over something..................its funny how i used to listen to rap and want to be a gansta but now i listen to screamo and some emo and my best friend is just like me but im black and hes honduras wow its funny really. and i dont get along with some of the kids in my school like today i cursed out the girlfriend of this kid that hates me and i dont know why and this one girl i got mad at her because i told i liked her two years ago and we were kinda close like i lived by her and i could go over and talk to her but now she makes fun of me and i call her a bitch she evn used to date my bestfriend in fifth grade im really kinda hating my life but i know i have it better than others and my parents blame it on hormones i get in fights and altercations like every other week but i could never tell my parents :|