...what am I?

[Dunce]

Hello:P

So, up until I was about 14 I liked boys and then I randomly went off them and gradually I went onto girls. I had alot of trouble liking girls because I had always been boy crazy and wanted a family etc etc. So then I finally accepted that I like girls, and soon after that, I went off girls. It's weird, because when I think of boys now, I do feel attraction, but not sexual attraction, like, the thought of getting physical with a guy seems just awkward for me.
But when I think of girls, I dont feel emotional attraction but sometimes, if i am um... feeling turned on already I am physically attracted to them, but still not boys.

So I'm emotionally attracted to boys(I think) and physically attracted to girls, I' confused.
BTW I dont actually have crushes on boys, but I do feel attraction to them... it's weird, it makes me feel asexual and bi at the same time.

Ps. I am depressed and I have anxiety... I feel as if these are constantly playing around with my mind. Could I just not be emotionally ready for crushes or something because of that?

[thepieman]

It's a tricky situation. Chances are you could be bi, but you're hormones and attractions may change over time yet. Personally, I wouldn't think about it too much. Continue to experiment and you'll decide eventually, or you may never actually identify yourself with a certain sexuality. Either way it's completely normal as a teen to feel like this, so don't worry about it at all.

[nick]

You answered your own question, you're confused. Give it more time, maybe try things out a bit and see what feels right for you. Try to project 5 years into the future, who do you see yourself with then? Above all though, dont push the timescale, you have your whole life to work out the answer.

[Dunce]

Thanks people (:

It's hard to figure out who I see myself with when I'm so confused, lol. If I imagine myself with a dude-we seem happy, although it's going nowhere. Girl- hmm... it's hard to tell, I just dont think there would be many feelings...

It's also hard to experiment when no one would lay a finger on me :(

[nick]

Thanks people (:

It's hard to figure out who I see myself with when I'm so confused, lol. If I imagine myself with a dude-we seem happy, although it's going nowhere. Girl- hmm... it's hard to tell, I just dont think there would be many feelings...

It's also hard to experiment when no one would lay a finger on me :(
I doubt if your last sentence is true, it may seem that way, but that doesnt make it true. Talk to me more if you think I can help.