im scared of what im going to do

[allsoulsareblack]

for well other a year now i have been geting these strong feeling that i want to kill someone theres something inside me that tells me two. im not going to go into details but i think people will say its sick i clearly caint go two a shirnk tell my pearnts or my family or friends it just feels like not if its going to happen but when :mad::mad::mad::mad::mad::mad: what should i do ps i dont think i have a multi personality disorder or i dont think im skitz just dunno wat to do i feel like i need to do it now and are trying to think of reson to make it rite but im at conflicit with my bad side and are not viloent i realy need help badly i have told a shirnk this once but i ran off please help me please

[DragonflyBec]

well it seems like you have a small ball of anger inside of you; Try asking yourself why you have an urge to kill someone? Is it a specific person, and if so try and think what they are doing to you; to make you have anger towards them?

If this isn't the case and your just wanting to damn well kill someone. You might be agitated and stressed? try going for a run when you feel this way; or have a bitch to a friend. You don't have a "multi personality disorder" you just need to release stress and agitation. Don't fight your feelings try and understand them. Maybe if you try this the feeling may go away?

if not talk to your parents or family. they love you and they are there for you. let them help you

xx

[Ryhanna]

Do you feel like this ALL the time or just when you're angry or sad?

I know this is cliche and you won't want to do it, but I suggest seeing a councellor or at least calling one of those free over the phone help lines. These thoughts, although you say nothing will come of it, you can't be %100 sure of that. Yes, you may have a medical condition which is making you feel this way, so it's better to be safe than sorry.

:)

[allsoulsareblack]

i do have stress but i feel like it even when im not i have fort about doing it to and friends family friends and my bf but its mainly people i dont no it happens evryday but my meds are not helping. its more ;like i can see my self doing it than i just snap out of it its when eva i look at a knife i dont no what 2 do

[allsoulsareblack]

i just mite try and get myself sectioned all this stress of felling homicidle is makeing me rip my hair out litraly i just tug until it comes out evry time i get a sick feeling but this is working earley on i was on the bus and i fort how easy it would be to kill evry one then i snaped out off it can u get ureself sectioned

i caint talk to anyone about it ether there will rather not take me serious or there will section me

[OnlyByTheNight.]

Hun listen to me. i can actually relate to you here. i have a voice in my head that sometimes tells me to kill people, usually strangers. i told my counsellor and she didn't seem too phased by this. people suffering from depression, stress disorder and panic attacks often get thoughts like this. if you do feel like you are going to act on these thoughts then i would seriously advise that you look for help. they won't section you unless you actually ACT on it!