Rant I suppose

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I'm really getting desperate at this point. I know I need something even though people may say I don't. I don't normally get angry super easily and I don't normally brake things out of anger. I have pain most of the time i'm awake and in allot of places on my body which have been getting me very fast and easily stressed and upset. All I want and have been wanting is to die, I need something to curb this feeling. I haven't been outside in months except for going to 7-11 at like 11 at night. The closest person to me in my life isn't even a person. I'm glad he can't understand how I feel. I don't think I could take losing him or some other people. /end nonsense

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You seem to have a lot of feelings at the moment. Depression can cause the aches and pains in the body and also not wanting to go anywhere or see anyone. Maybe there is some way that you could go see a doctor or a psychologist/therapist and maybe discuss how you are feeling. Getting all of these feelings off your chest and telling someone always makes things feel better. I know medication doesn't seem so great, but the meds do work sometimes.

Maybe there are some activities that you can do. Force yourself to go out even if it's just for a walk down to the park during the day or going to the mall to look around. Exercise is a good way to get out some of your anger.

Don't ever think that ending it all will fix everything, because it won't. Try calling a fried that may have lots contact with and see if he wants to hang out and play video games or go out and do something. You just have to want to feel better. I know things may sound impossible, but they're not.

Hang in there and I hope things get better for you. I'm always here send me a PM/VM anytime.

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You seem to have a lot of feelings at the moment. Depression can cause the aches and pains in the body and also not wanting to go anywhere or see anyone. Maybe there is some way that you could go see a doctor or a psychologist/therapist and maybe discuss how you are feeling. Getting all of these feelings off your chest and telling someone always makes things feel better. I know medication doesn't seem so great, but the meds do work sometimes.

Maybe there are some activities that you can do. Force yourself to go out even if it's just for a walk down to the park during the day or going to the mall to look around. Exercise is a good way to get out some of your anger.

Don't ever think that ending it all will fix everything, because it won't. Try calling a fried that may have lots contact with and see if he wants to hang out and play video games or go out and do something. You just have to want to feel better. I know things may sound impossible, but they're not.

Hang in there and I hope things get better for you. I'm always here send me a PM/VM anytime.

I'm already on two anti depressants which they do help, but I still got all of this.