What the @#$! is wrong with me?

[RedTheViking]

i just had the best night of my life last night. Where the girl i love fell alseep in my arms.
And here i am tonight crying myself to sleep. and for the first time cutting my wrists. WTF? i dont even know why.
Something is screwed up with me.

[Sith Lord 13]

You're not screwed up.

Did anything happen today? Just because last night was great doesn't mean today is good. Go through your day and see if there was anything that stressed you out.

The other thing is that I'm guessing your girl isn't there with you now? Sometimes, seeing how happy you can be can make the nights where you're not that happy worse.

[Aspiringanonymous]

I've noticed in general that emotional highs will often at some point result in a low of equal intensity. It's an expression of nature's tendency for balance; what goes up must come down, but of course, what goes down must also come up.

Thus I believe it is more wise to aim towards a state of calm, balanced contentment, rather than explicit joy - where the desirable experience begets itself into a long-term state of being, rather than exist under the constant threat of being 'balanced out' by a resurgence of unsettling concepts.

This is one perspective, make what you will of it. May clarity and understanding come to you soon. :hug3:

[Filipe]

You do the craziest things when you love someone... It's part of the process...
You should really talk to her.. Tell her what happened... If you really love each other, You can really trust each other...

I'm here aswell if you need anything...

Take Care :)

[1_21Guns]

the higher you go, the harder you fall.
over time i've come to realise that.
however its those highs we live for.
you're not fucked up at all,
labeling yourself with being fucked up will only make you feel worse.
feel free to PM me if you need to talk

[Fiending_the_freedom]

I'm not in your head so I don't know for sure,
but maybe you feel like you dont deserve it?
That was my biggest problem with love in the past.
But its something you have to conquer,
because EVERYONE deserves to be happy.