Snake217
June 19th, 2010, 06:39 PM
Yesterday i was at my best friend's house, with another friend, only the 3 of us, we started drinking, first time i ever got drunk with friends, got really, REALLY drunk, and in the end, i remember i was shirtless, my best friend was sleeping, and i was alone with the other guy, he asked me to suck his dick, and so i did, he grabbed mine a little, then he got up, masturbated and cummed on my face, cleaned it and left me alone there.
After that each one got home, but now idk what to think, i dnt consider myself gay, maybe just a little curious, but still, and im sure hes not gay, so..
why did he do it? why did he make me do it? why did he grab my dick? why did he cum on my face? does he plan to blackmail me to do something or he tells my best friend, or worse, all school?
Im scared, i wish i knew why i accepted, but i couldnt control myself, and he took advantage of that, im afraid of what he can do, if some1 else knows about this, it would mean the end of my social life in school, and the end of my relationship with my best friend, so i would do anything to stop that from happening, even if that means to suck him again..
What should i do? should i tell anyone? should i deny it if he tells? should i lie and say he sucked mine too? what can i do???
Also, he wasnt drinking, so he was aware of what he was doing
After that each one got home, but now idk what to think, i dnt consider myself gay, maybe just a little curious, but still, and im sure hes not gay, so..
why did he do it? why did he make me do it? why did he grab my dick? why did he cum on my face? does he plan to blackmail me to do something or he tells my best friend, or worse, all school?
Im scared, i wish i knew why i accepted, but i couldnt control myself, and he took advantage of that, im afraid of what he can do, if some1 else knows about this, it would mean the end of my social life in school, and the end of my relationship with my best friend, so i would do anything to stop that from happening, even if that means to suck him again..
What should i do? should i tell anyone? should i deny it if he tells? should i lie and say he sucked mine too? what can i do???
Also, he wasnt drinking, so he was aware of what he was doing