urges.

[1_21Guns]

i could, if i wanted to. and nobody would have any idea.
theres a cut on my arm, that wasn't deliberate.
i only did it yesterday, scraping it along a wall when i lost my footing.
i keep having to slap myself to snap myself out of the thoughts.
i cant go in the kitchen, it's too tempting.
nobody would know.
i'd even get away with my arm showing at a family meal tomorrow.
because it was an accident.
ugh, ive had the urges all morning.
it wont go.
i cant keep wacking myself all day till it goes.
its the wrong arm, i cant possibly.
but i still want to. urgh.

[Sith Lord 13]

:hug:

You're strong Nat. You can resist these urges. You don't need to cut and you know that. You just have to keep fighting.

[starrburst]

Come on, your better than this...keep strong!
Just think of good things, like me! ...or maybe not me... :)

Think of rabbits! Rabbits are cute!

http://critteristic.com/wp-content/uploads/2008/10/rabbit-footsies-500.jpg LOL

[Mike321]

Your a strong person Nat, dont give up.
You dont need the cuts, dont let them win Keep fighting
As you know you can PM me any time if you want to talk

[Aspiringanonymous]

Natalie. :hug3:

It's good that you've been posting in here. I encourage you to continue doing so; post any time you are unwell, talk to someone, anyone, just do not withdraw into yourself and lose contact with the outside world. Even for a moment. So long as connections remain, the power of the influence over your consciousness cannot be complete.

You are much more, and better, than what the urges seek to make you out as. It cannot be willed to disappear, but that's okay, accept that it might linger around for a while. The longer you resist, the greater the triumph, the more you have proven your strength and will. Turn this into an opportunity to assert your independence.

Hold your head high; never acquiesce. You deserve it.