Someone Stop Me.

[LoveMe_HateMe]

someone stop me. i dont want to cut but i want to. feelings so far today = nothing, hurt, anger, nothing. serioulsy i woke up with nothing, no happiness, no bad mood nothing. its not the first time. i hate it. i want to feel something. i have the blade next to me. i want this hurt/anger/nothingness to go away, if only for 5 minutes but...i dont know. i dont even know why i'm posting this, don't think there's anyone online. my hands have started to shake. i want it, i want the release... i'm tired of fighting, tired of trying, tired of trying to be the fucking peace maker, tired of everything. meh.

[Sith Lord 13]

:hug:

You don't want to cut. So don't. I know it's hard, but you have support. My VM/PM are both open to you if you need someone to talk to.

[starrburst]

I know exactly how you are feeling, I'm the same...And then this happens,you stop feeling the pain. So you cut deeper, and deeper, then it won't stop bleeding, so you panic then you end up passing out, someone wakes you, your going straight to er, you need stiches...but still the urges are there and so...you STILL cut.
I know exactly what heppens, but i still cut...alot...just pm me if you want to talk ;)

[Mike321]

You said yourself you dont want to cut and you didnt have a bad mood today, I know you can stop
You just gotta keep fighting and pushing on, as Alex siad you have our support if you need it
Feel free to PM me if you want to talk

[HeroesAndCons]

i had nothingness today too i knw how u feel
i wanted to i dreamt it all nite that i will for one last time then quit
but i woke up with a blade nexst and i looked at it and said some other time

[Marcie]

I have two things to say.

First, if you feel like that you're not really going to be able to get that much help from those online. It is a way better strategy to go to someone in real life, as in someone you know in person. Your parents would be a god start. I know that is REALLY hard. But it actually is a really good way to help yourself resist the urges to cut yourself, and ultimately it may lead to the end of you cutting altogether.
Next time you feel this way, I encourage you to go to your parents or someone else who you know in person.

Second, If you decide not to go to anyone you know in person (to even if you do) I'll always be here and willing to listen to any problems you have and do my best to help. :-)

[Secret_Keiko]

It's an awful feeling, trust me I know.
All today I just felt like I've got noone.
But then I came on here and it just helps so much being able to vent and just express everything that you want to say.
I felt like I was tired of everything too, and just wanted it all to end.
But you can talk to anyone on here, me being one of them.
<3 my contact info is on my profile if you ever need to talk or vent. <3