Fine...or not.

[screamtobeheard]

Nothing's wrong at all. My day was fine. My mother stressed me out and pissed me off, but I was fine. I was forced to go to swim practice and scolded for hating my team, but I was fine. I was forced to eat, but I was fine. Fine. I'm always fine. Because why wouldn't I be fine? My life is just fine. But then I was telling my best friend about my times for the meet I swam yesterday and how I'm out of shape because I haven't been swimming much. Alright, so she disagreed and I was explaining to her how I am out of shape, for me, at least. Apparently something in that pissed her off and now she won't talk to me and I am absolutely not fine with that. It's been a long time since I've cut, but it's also been a long time since I've been alone...

[Sith Lord 13]

You're not alone. You've got support right here. Don't take what your friend did to heart. She was probably having a bad day, and took it out on you. That sucks, but it's life. Until your friend is back to acting like herself, you've got VT to rely on here.

[screamtobeheard]

You're right, she was probably just stressed out. Thanks for your support.

[Sith Lord 13]

You're right, she was probably just stressed out. Thanks for your support.

Anytime. That's why we're all here, right? To help people and to be helped. If you ever need to talk, my PM box is always open.

[crimsonangel]

You are definitely not alone, I am a newbie here but I know that I personally go through every day "fine". I'm sorry to hear that you are feeling alone :(

[backstageorbust]

i'm sorry. :( you should know that she desperately loves you to death and back and can't STAND, on any ground, to see you act like this and do that to yourself and just think the most absurb thoughts. and i'm sure it kills her to see this post, even if she shouldn't be creeping you.