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Aceso
June 15th, 2010, 02:34 PM
So after months, i told someone I cut, because i knewhe would be there for me. What does he do? Walk out of my life a few weeks later. Im having a breakdown and there is blood everywhere...I want to die...I dont want to live anymore...things couldnt go much worse, and I cant take it anymore...someone kill me I dont want to live anymore...

Kaya
June 15th, 2010, 04:14 PM
Hannah, hun, itll all be ok...One day when youre older youll look back and thank yourself for being so strong. PM me anytime.

1_21Guns
June 15th, 2010, 04:55 PM
guess what Hannah,
it's going to get better.
won't seem it now, but it's going to get better.
you'll have something to life for someday, you probably have something now.
mop the blood up hun, you know it's not worth it.
you know it doesnt change anything.
death is final, after death there is nothing. nothing that we know.
hun stay strong and you can PM me if you ever need to talk

myskias
June 15th, 2010, 05:59 PM
sweety listen. life can suck, it can be painful, and it can be miserable.. but some day, some time in your future, you will be happy.. your life will be perfect and amazing. you will feel as if the world is spinning around you. Push through this babe, everything will be okay soon. i promise.

PM me if you would like to <3

Aceso
June 15th, 2010, 07:16 PM
Thanks guys, you made me feel a lot better...I guess it will get harder but your right. Thanks :) :(

myskias
June 15th, 2010, 10:49 PM
no problem :) if you need ANYTHING please dont hesitate to speak to me :) id love to talk to you

Mike321
June 16th, 2010, 01:34 AM
Nothing in life is ever eeasy, and things probably will get harder but keep fighting through them, as the other have said you have or will have something to live for, so never give up on that.
I know its not easy when someone walks out on you like that, but they obviously weren't worth your time. Keep on pushing forward, I know you can overcome this, things will get better, I promise
PM me if you want to talk :)

LoveMe_HateMe
June 16th, 2010, 02:02 AM
Hun, he obviously didn't care about you that much, I know that may sound harsh but, its the truth. Don't worry about things, they'll pick up soon enough, just stay strong. I know its easier said than done but you, me, everyone has to try.
Remember you can PM me at anytime about anything :) x

Aceso
June 16th, 2010, 06:23 PM
Hun, he obviously didn't care about you that much, I know that may sound harsh but, its the truth. Don't worry about things, they'll pick up soon enough, just stay strong. I know its easier said than done but you, me, everyone has to try.
Remember you can PM me at anytime about anything :) x

No your right. Considering they were perviously a self harmer and tried to commit suicide im suprised and dissapointed in him. Its like over the past six months he has changed so much...Im finding it so hard to relate to him now, and I hate to say this but I prefer him last year when he was like this, because he would have understood better and probably cared more. It was literally two conversations and that is it. He never asked about it again after that and when I tried to bring it up he completely changed the subject!

:(

LoveMe_HateMe
June 17th, 2010, 01:24 AM
Well you know there's always people on here you can talk to. Don't let it get you down too much, I know it hurts...kills, when the people you thought you could trust turn their backs on you when you need them the most. Trust me, I do -_-.

Things will turn themselves around. Think positive :) x