Obscene Eyedeas
June 15th, 2010, 09:27 AM
i must thank my parents 2 friends and the idiocy of a neighbour for this awakening. the last few years ive slipped into a laughable pit of self destruction both physically and mentally. i was in essence becoming what society wanted me to be. obedient brain washed. then my friend Fucked me over and a new friend helped me and while reading 1 of his threads i realized what it was id lost. not just self respect but myself. i was a pathetic excuse of a self loathing idiotic being. ive been letting idiocy and hypocrisy dictate my life to the point where i seemed to forget i stopped questioning that which should be questioned. they wanted my intelligence without my wit. i was there puppet. my parents i must thank you for every destructive thing you've done it was through ye i became introverted and because of that i learned to control my emotions in the beginning and now that i have recovered all i was wait for your payback. i wasn't broken i was lost. though now im more alive then ever. watch as i bite back. your incompetence is coming to an end. your reign over. thank you